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Thoughts...

So everyone thinks about things everyday, weather it/s about what we have to do tomorrow, or what happened last night or yesterday. Some of us think about things that happened years ago..Or we think about what we are gonna make for dinner. But did you ever think about What God has planned for you? Do you ever think about how the choices you make may affect a person who is looking up to you without you knowing it.. Did you ever think that our lives can save someone else, maybe they are going though something that you have already overcome... Did you know you could save  life without knowing it..So the thoughts you have can prove or disprove things in life. You also need to remember that you re not alone. so don't ever feel like you are . i know it may seem that way, i know that it may seem like no one cares about you or your life,,but they do.. and so dose GOD He wants only the best for you. so when your thoughts start to turn bad or lonely, turn to God and his plan for you..Because that's the best thought you can have. the thoughts of God is the best and life choices. God has your back... never forget that!!!

Thanksgiving

So we are all getting ready for thanksgiving, and i just wanted to put some thoughts down, on Thanksgiving and what it means to me, or even you.
    It isn't about the food we eat, or how much food we are gonna eat. It isn't about the trials we put aside so we can focus on making things, and such. It's about giving thanks to God, spending time with family and friends. About forgetting everything and loving one another. Yes life is hard yes things are hard. but never forget that you can and will get though the trials because of the love you have and because of God's gifts. he gets you through the trials and the hard times. He helps you with things that seem impossible to get though, because without him we truly can't get through anything...We have all been though hard things, we all have had to endure pain and sorrow. But we can get through them with God and the family and friends we have. So think about where you are today..not where you were yesterday or even last year. Think about the blessings you have now and the blessings you will keep getting. God loves you!!!! So be thankful this Thanksgiving, and never give!!

Where are you

A lot of times I wonder where people are or why they haven't talked or showed up in a certain amount of time. A lot of times I also wonder where my Birthmom Zamfira is sometimes. I wish she could see that I have my sisters and how much pain she put us through, and what she did.... But other times I just hope that she is ok and safe. But the pain I feel or that you feel is nothing compared to what Jesus went through the day he gave his own life for every single one of us weather we are not born yet, we are living, or we are already seeing his face. He died for 1,00000 upon 1,00000 of people yet He knows everything about us. What sin we are gonna commit and how many times we will do it.. God had a plan for Jesus and He took it without saying no. It's amazing how we as humans go through pain weather it's listing someone we love. Or not knowing our biological parents, or siblings. I never thought in whole 17 years of life that I would have biological sister and then when I turned 18 God said here you go I knew where they where since you guys were born and split up. He knows where my other two older siblings are. He knows where Zamfira is and mine and Kristina's dad is. He knows where Raisa's birthdad is but to be honest that doesn't matter yes I wonder sometimes like today where they are but I know  God has a plan for me and for you.. So when you are wondering where someone is weather your adopted, or you lost someone you loved, or a family member walked out. Always remember this God knows where they are have faith and believe. Pray for them everyday and when God is ready for you He will let you know where that person of or if you have siblings or maybe even where your birth parents are... I prayed for a long time for my borthfamily and when I turned 18 I got a chance to get to know that two are living and I get to talk to them..lean on God because His plan  is perfect, no matter the cost 

God are you there?!

So a lot of people are going through a hard time in their lives right now. including myself. And i want you to know that there is Hope..there will be a day with no more tears or pain. Yes it's hard yes you wonder where God may be at that time. God is right where you left him. He is always there and he is waiting for you with open arms. i have a friend her name is Sofia and the other day we talked and one thing she said to me was to Choose Victory over the Storm Because we are always gonna have a storm in our lives..maybe you are in one now, and you don't know what to do or how to deal with it. Maybe there is a temptation you are having a really hard time with, and you don't know how to fight it or get through.

2 Corinthians 12:9-10

9 But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 

10 That is why, for Christ's sake, I delightin weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.                   

1 Corinthians 10:13 There has no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that you are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that you may be able to bear it.
2 Corinthians 10:13 But we will not boast of things without our measure, but according to the measure of the rule which God has distributed to us, a measure to reach even to you.

It's ok to fall and fail it's ok to feel like your alone. But always remember there is already someone who knows your hear and knows you path and where you are gonna go or do. Don't ever me scared to fall on God to cry or let your true emotions flow because lets get real he CREATED YOU. the most beautiful you that you can ever be YES even with your faults.
 So if your hurting or have pain always remember God is there you ARE LOVED and your WORTH it!!!!!!!!!

It''s Time to get Real.

love you guys.
praying

God loves you and I love you too.

Happy memorial day

Today's the day that we think about the fallen soldiers and pray for the ones that are fighting I'm praying over them every single day I'm so thankful that I'm able to live and have the freedom because of that I have a friend who was in the army and I made a dogtag for him that I wear and pray over him for. I call it my prayer tag!! Thank you to all the soldiers who are fighting for my freedom and for the ones who lost their lives for my freedom..I pray that everyone is being safe and I know God has His hand on all of you stay strong but most of all keep your eyes on God!!! 

Our stories

I have a friend His name is EJ and he came Sunday night to my church and told his story and he showed that God could get him through anything and everything. It's hard living the life we live sometimes but we can grow in Christ..if you wanna see the video go to my Facebook and take a look!!!! God can make a change in you if you just give your heart to Him..we are nothing without God and HIS grace..we fail everyday every hour and a lot of times it hard to get back on our feet. But with God and His forgiveness we can do anything

A lot to handle

So my last post I told you guys about my sisters and I made a vid for them I would like to share its my YouTube Chennel and its called To my Sisters we decided today that the song Rollor Coster by Luke Bryan is our song because that whole song describes us very well. I am so excited about where this sisterhood goes and how God uses us for other people! We have a very rare thing that happened to us, and for that I am truly grateful. They have already seen some sides of me that no one has or it takes a long time for someone to see me like that. The more I talk to them the more I see the love they have for me. They could of said they didn't want to meet me because they weren't ready or because I was in the past they didn't need me. But they opened and allowed me to be a part of their lives. I don't ever wanna lose them. And I know with God I won't, because of it wasn't for God we wouldn't be on day five of our relationship! I know it's hard to believe that God is real or that He cares about you, maybe something so bad happened, or you went or is going on a dark pat, or maybe your like me you can get frustrated easy it just have a bunch of emotions at one and you can't find a way to tame them. Or maybe you don't know about this person I call God but you really look at all the mistakes you have made you will miss out on the blessings Instead look to the positive side of life if you haven't made a personal relationship with God if you are breathing right now it's not too late to accept Him as your savior. Or if your just having a hard time and don't know where to go, God knows I never would of found out about Kristina and Raisa if it wasn't for God and his plan  but it also took a lot of faith to trust in God and allow him to work in my life. we may never get answers to our questions about Zamfira or if we have more siblings, But God knows and that is  all that matters! 

Best birthday ever

So today is my birthday and my parents took me out to breakfast, and as we waited for the food my parents gave me a document and it said I was the forth pregnancy so inessential wait what that means I have siblings and my parents got teary eyed and gave me pictures and I look at them and these two girls looked liked me. So I kept looking and then saw pictures of them in 2015 and I was like cool they are still alive and well. My parents then told me that the girls found out last night about me and that they wanted to skype me and meet me. I started crying because they wanted to see me. It meant so much to me. So today we talked for five hours and texted and all that good stuff I am so honored and thankful for my two older sisters. I am still pretty shocked and like wow. Today has been the most emotional, amazing. Fantastic, puzzle peaicing, God sent, best gift ever. Today is a fauna will always remember, I Love you Raisa and Kristiana I am proud to be your younger  sister.. Sisters forever!!!!!!! 

Winter Jam March, 16 2015

March  16^th 2015 was my first winter jam.  There were ten artists

Skillit, Jeremy Camp, Franchesca Bassttlii,  Building 429,  Family Force 5,  newsong, King and Country, Blanca, About a mile,  and verda, and the speaker Tony Nolan.

 They all came out an sang, but they also shared what God ment to them and How we can be the next generation who can lift God back up. And chance the world with him. I loved how they were Humble and  open to God and the crowd.  

      I really liked the Speaker Tony, He was very open about what he went through and How God got him out of it. He is very Faithful, and he really loves God. He doesn’t look at his life as I shouldn’t be here. He uses that to God’s glory.

     I loved How Jeremy Camp cares for everyone who came. He shared about a lot of stuff and how he gave all his pain to God. And How he said he isn’t perfect that he even makes mistakes. But God can use it to help other people. And he asked if we have dreams to pursue them full heartily.

   The whole night was amazing. My only downfall was I didn’t get to see the artists after because my group wanted to leave on the last song of Skillit,

   After lastnight I love the artist even more it was a night to remember!!!

Winter Jam 2015

So I went to my first Winter Jam last night an it was awesome here are some pictures my vid won't load 

DNow

So Feb 27-March 1st was DNow and a few weeks before I wasn't planning on going, But some of you may remember Kurt from Camp!! If you don't just go back to Camp Cherokee 2014. Anyways He and I were talking on Fb a week before DNow, and he asked me  if I was going. I told him I wasn't sure, and he told me he would love for me to come. So I thought about it for a few days, and I still wasn't sure. Then God placed my teacher and friend Gina to be the host. So then I was like ok God I'll go. So three days before the event I texted Kurt and told him I was coming. So by Thursday Afternoon I started feeling really low and depressed, and I had no clue why. but i could feel myself draining! So I texted a friend just asking her to talk to be about anything so we chatted then by three am I fell asleep. Friday morning I got ready to go and I was still feeling really low. Then it was time to go and on the way while I was driving I was like  God please fix this I don't know why I am so low and sad but please help me fix this.  Then a few min before service Kurt stopped in his tracks and he asked how I was. I told him how I was feeling. and he said that he knew this night was for me. So we  did worship and I tried to give it my all. Then he came up That night he talked about What difference meant and said there were three groups 1) how needed to accept Christ for the first time. 2) you know that you know you are saved but your lukewarm, and 3) you know that you know you are saved and you are right where you need to be with God. and I was lukewarm. The next day we went out and served our community and we went to the pregnancy center but before that Kurt for his second service talked about serving with our heart and praying not just doing it. ok so back to what I was saying by sat afternoon Kurt and I planed to talk and when it was time he didn't make it in time before service and I felt like God wanted me to talk to him  So I cried the whole service because I was disappointed and I still didn't know what was wring with me. Then Kurt came up and his last message was About how God is light and he is unchanging and how He loves us no matter what we do or who we are. Then people started to come up and pray but I refused because I didn't know what to pray Mrs. Gina grabbed my hand and prayed for me. then I tried to. A few moments later I felt an embrace and a guy talking to me at first I thought it was Kurt but then realized it was my Youth Pastor Brian. And he told me how I don't need to let the world define who I am because it tares me down, and how he sees a beautiful young woman who can live for  Christ. and some other things and then he prayed for me. by this time I was crying even more. and I let heart do the talking to God. after service Gina told  to meet them at her house after talking to Kurt. I looked or him and thought he left, but I found him talking to my new friend Ej. so I waited. and he called me over and we caught up about how life was going since camp. and a few things he told me was that sometimes I let myself get distracted. like i'm running and I look to my right and left, or when I drive there is a big window you look out to drive with and you look at the review mirror instead, or like a horse has blinders but my faith blinder are off and looking all around and how when I do that I need to look straight and to see what God wants for me life. and some other things, But it all made sense...I was truly blessed. and felt better. he also told me that when I told him I was coming it blessed him a lot. So I want to tell you that whenever you are confused or just feel down look to God ask him to give you the fruits ( Galatians 5:22-23) he will love you and bless you ever since Saturday night I have been so much more open to God, and He blessed me with a new friend Ej who I know will be there when needed and to help me encourage other people. I am so blessed right now and I am not gonna let the world define me God is going to define who i am!!!!

                                                                       Kurt

                                                                Mrs. Gina and I

                                                                         The theme

                                                                         Kurt and I

                              My group I stayed with and girls from my Sunday school class

God Moves!!!!!

So yesterday was Sunday an I went to the church I sing for Sunday Morning and Night, and Sunday Morning God started His work as we all started Church, The Pastor was talking about the stat of the church. And how We are all anchored by Jesus and how the church has the holy sprit in the center. and we all came into a circle and prayer over the church. Then everyone who had special request came in the center and we all prayed for them. I was one of the people being prayed over. And right there God was working us for that night, I hung out and sang with some friends then it was time for the night service. And one of my friends came in crying and I went outside and what she told me made me angry. if I knew the person who did what he did to her I would of pinned him, but anyways I told her that God kept her safe and that was all that mattered. and that God brought her here for a reason. because she didn't want to come. and we sang

We Believe and man....God worked so heavy there. So many people came and prayed, and we sang this song twice. then sang praise you in the storm. God did amazing things!!!! I am still so amazed. and in the end my friend came up to me and said that this night was for her and God placed her in the right time. Yall no matter what your going through.... God is WORKING IN YOU!!!! It may be hard right now. but God is I can't even put words to what he is,. But he moved everyone in that Church..I haven't felt the Holy Sprit like that in a long time, and I haven't cried Spritely in a long time. God is waiting to lift you up..and give you endless gifts..Don't wait if  you don't know him. you have a chance you are NOT promised TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO take the chance because you might not get another.

Love
A Daughter Of Jesus Christ
Hannah
Rose

My Birthmom Zamfiera

So a lot of people asked me about my birthmom, and my answer is always..i Don't know all i know is she left me four days after giving me life, and that she drank. and it's true i know her name Zamfiera, and that she is Gyspie, and that she drank. It's sometimes hard not know anything. Whose eyes do i have or hair or skin color? Why did she give me up? Lots of Questions. But no answers. Only God knows where she is...but the one question that hurts the most is....Dose she know Christ, and is she saved? it's very hard not knowing if she dose or doesn't know Christ. People have also asked me if i ever got to meet her and talk to her what would my fist question would be... it would be dose she know Christ, and is she saved. But i may never know, but i'm only 17 i still have time. I pray for my mom every night sometimes more then once during the day. i wish she could see how happy i am and how much my love for God is. I told my story a few weeks ago and she was in it.

This is what i want her to see.the life she has given me..I am so blessed. So mom i love you and i wish you could see this.
Love
A Daughter of Jesus Chrisr
Hannah
Rose

Two Years

Today is the two year mark of my Great Grandma Rose being un Heaven. Yes it still hurts, but I am blessed. I can still hear her voice sometimes. I have emails that I look back on and read. Sometimes I sing Jesus Loves me and pray that she can hear me. It's hard, but I know that she is in Heaven with God and that she is happy. She is in no more pain. I have seven scarves and sweat shirts from her an I use them all the time. Mostly the white one she is wearing in the first picture. And when I wear them I can feel her and her warmth. I think about the stories she told me. I think about the last week with her. I still cry everytime I see her in a picture, but I know she is proud of my family. She would pray for EVERY SINGLE GRANDCHILD, DAUGHTER, SON, WIFE, HUSBAND everynight before she went to bed. Every time I sit in the sun I remember how she LOVED doing that. She was the biggest blessing and you knew she was a child who knew who here Father was. Her passion is what drove every one of us to be better. I am so thankful that my last words were not of hate but of love. "I love you"...and her last words.."I love you to see you at Christmas" but she didn't make it. God let her go when she was at peace and not a few days before when she was suffering. I LOVE and miss her a lot. But I am proud to carry her name after her!!!

Dear Grandma Rose,
    I love and miss you a lot. We all do, But I hope that if your looking down that you are proud and joyful. your were such an inspiration to all of us. And I will do my best to carry that on.
Love
A Daughter of Jesus
Hannah
Rose

❄️Christmas❄️

So Christmas is only a week away....This year has been hard for me because of a lot of things. But the most impotent this is the Birth of Jesus.
   
Matthew 1:18-25; Matthew 2:1-12; Luke 1:26-38; Luke 2:1-20.

The Conception of Jesus Foretold

Mary, a virgin, was living in Galilee of Nazareth and was engaged to be married to Joseph, a Jewish carpenter. An angel visited her and explained to her that she would conceive a son by the power of the Holy Spirit. She would carry and give birth to this child and she would name him Jesus.
At first Mary was afraid and troubled by the angel's words. Being a virgin, Mary questioned the angel, "How will this be?" The angel explained that the child would be God's own Son and, therefore, "nothing is impossible with God." Humbled and in awe, Mary believed the angel of the Lord and rejoiced in God her Savior.
Surely Mary reflected with wonder on the words found in Isaiah 7:14 foretelling this event, "Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel."

The Birth of Jesus:

While Mary was still engaged to Joseph, she miraculously became pregnant through the Holy Spirit, as foretold to her by the angel. When Mary told Joseph she was pregnant, he had every right to feel disgraced. He knew the child was not his own, and Mary's apparent unfaithfulness carried a grave social stigma. Joseph not only had the right to divorce Mary, under Jewish law she could be put to death by stoning.
Although Joseph's initial reaction was to break the engagement, the appropriate thing for a righteous man to do, he treated Mary with extreme kindness. He did not want to cause her further shame, so he decided to act quietly. But God sent an angel to Joseph in a dream to verify Mary's story and reassure him that his marriage to her was God's will. The angel explained that the child within Mary was conceived by the Holy Spirit, that his name would be Jesus and that he was the Messiah, God with us.
When Joseph woke from his dream, he willingly obeyed God and took Mary home to be his wife, in spite of the public humiliation he would face. Perhaps this noble quality is one of the reasons God chose him to be the Messiah's earthly father.
Joseph too must have wondered in awe as he remembered the words found in Isaiah 7:14, "Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel."
At that time, Caesar Augustus decreed that a census be taken, and every person in the entire Roman world had to go to his own town to register. Joseph, being of the line of David, was required to go to Bethlehem to register with Mary. While in Bethlehem, Mary gave birth to Jesus. Probably due to the census, the inn was too crowded, and Mary gave birth in a crude stable. She wrapped the baby in cloths and placed him in a manger.

The Shepherd's Worship the Savior:

Out in the fields, an angel of the Lord appeared to the shepherds who were tending their flocks of sheep by night. The angel announced that the Savior had been born in the town of David. Suddenly a great host of heavenly beings appeared with the angels and began singing praises to God. As the angelic beings departed, the shepherds decided to travel to Bethlehem and see the Christ-child.
There they found Mary, Joseph and the baby, in the stable. After their visit, they began to spread the word about this amazing child and everything the angel had said about him. They went on their way still praising and glorifying God. But Mary kept quiet, treasuring their words and pondering them in her heart. It must have been beyond her ability to grasp, that sleeping in her arms—the tender child she had just borne—was the Savior of the world.

  So as you can see this is the true meaning of Christmas!!! So if your having a hard year like me always remember this story!! It will help you remember the true meaning.. 😉 hope you have a Merry Christmas!!!!  😘

Heavy Heart

So two nights ago I just had a really bad Sunday. I cried all day even at church. I was in so much pain there was so much pressure. My heart felt like it was a stone instead of a beating heart. There was so much on my heart that I blew. And one of my friends saw me hurting as hard as a tried to hide it I couldn't her name is Sophia (she is married to Bobby I have told you about them before) she came up to me and asked me what was wrong an I told her an she told me that God loves me because I was his Daughter. An that the things that happened to me wasn't my fault. She told me that she believes in me. An that when it's time I will be forgiven. Then later that night Brian pastor of Cookson Creek (the church I sing for) came up to me an we talked as well. He also asks me about school and how it's going. He cares about my education as much as my parents do. After his sermon he asked if anyone needed to come pray to come up an he would pray with them, an he looked at me the whole  time. And to be honest I knew God wanted me to. There was a pull At my heart but I couldn't go. After I got home I went to my room an cried so hard. I asked friends to pray for me an they did Sophia sent me verses to read and I read them. Now you may be wondering what am I talking about. Well 

  1) A family member found out he has cancer 

   2) last Thanksgiving I was In a really tough spot in my life and my Aunt tried to help, but I wouldn't let her and I hurt Her really  bad. I am better now an I asked for her to forgive me. But she hasn't talked to me and this year will be a full year bit talking to her. 

  3) this will be our second year without Grandma rose and I still miss her so much. 

  An 4) there are some things that I look back an say if I didn't do this...this wouldn't of happened blaming myself. 

   After I read some verses I started feeling better. Even though I was up till 5am crying still I was feeling better. Then yesterday one of my siblings got saved. Today my heart isn't heavy it feels normal and it's thanks to God an my friends You see even though all this is weighing on me I can't feel it anymore because God has it. I keep saying if you need help I am here for you an I mean it all you have to do is comment and I'll respond!! I know this post is a little all over but just remember God loves you and he always will turn a heavy heart into a feather  ❤️

It's been a while,,,

Hey Guys!,
  It has been a while since I have posted anything. So today I am gonna catch you up on my life.
     I got my license a few month ago, and I love it! Driving makes me feel grown up haha :) But it also gives me a chance to help my mom out when she can't go somewhere.
   I am working on my second Cd. It's Called Our Stories And each song is about one of my friends or family member who went through something, and became stronger because of it. I have five songs so far.  I don't know how many songs are going on it yet.
   I also recently got a Facebook. And I'm getting back on Twitter,
        Remember my friend and  teacher Miss Amy?! Well I found out that she is moving, and it makes me sad, But I know that God will keep them safe. So please pray for her and her family.

   I have been getting back on Youtube, and this is a reminder to everyone who can't see the  end of the Tunnel.

I gotta go to church!!! I will post soon
  JESUS LOVES YOU


                                                          Love a Daughter of Jessus
                                                                   Hannah Rose

Blind pt 2

So to day was the blind peoples night and after they were all done eating they sat and chilled out. And I look over and there is a woman who is completely blind, and she had her iPhone, and was texting like she could see. And the leader of the group she had a tablet and made conference calls with no problem! It's amazing how even when they couldn't see they're still just like us. And they don't use their disadvantage as a problem but as a encouragement! It is mind blowing how even though they can see. They can still do things just like us use computers, phones, anything they out there mind to. They went to Ruby Falls and they were talking about how wonderful it was. It's like they get up everyday and just go. Like there is nothing wrong with them. They know what meals we have because they can smell it as they come in the door. They talk to one another like we would I know they are just like us. But they are missing one thing. sight! But that Dosent stop them. I am so amazed and blessed. It was just mind blowing to me. That even though they are blind they can still do and use everything we can. Wow!!!!

Blind pt 1

Other things from camp

So it's been a few weeks since camp now, and I still feel at peace with Jesus. Ya I have messed up a little but we all do. I have been thinking about camp a lot these last few weeks and looking back on what God has done in my life. I keep thinking about my talk with Kurt, Frank, Bethny. And Miss Gina. But most of all mine and Kurts talk. After emptying my alabaster jar that night. When we had our cabin talk I shared my story and told my cabin about what my life felt like after And the next day Kurt came up to me and told me that he herd I told my story and how it was awesome and how proud of me he was, and then Miss Gina came up and gave me a huge and told me how proud she was. And I remember thinking  dose everyone know that I shared my story last night, Kurt, Miss Gina, Bryan. But I knew most of all that Jesus knew I told my story because of him. An after I did I had a lot of people tell me that they had some of the same problems of what happened to them, and asked me to pray for them. Like Kurt, Miss Gina, Frank and Bethney said You never know your story may help others see that they are not the only ones going through it if they see how your dealing with it then they can do the same and they were right . 

    Another thing that still is so moving was the last night of camp there were two days that changed my life forever. The night of mine and Kunrts talk and the service, and the last  night of camp. Before Kurt started to talk he said Everyone is gonna move tonight. There will not be one person who has not moved. There are three groups 1 The people who need to receave Christ. 2 the people who need to be baptized. And 3 the people who need Boldness. And he was right I was crying not because I was sad but because not one person rejected God. I was in the Boldness! I needed boldness to come back in this world and not be the old Hannah, but the Daughter of Jesus Hannah. When the song "lead me to the cross" played and it says ' bring me to my knees where your love poured out' for the first time in my life I dropped on my knees and prayed to God I didn't care who was around it was just God. And I. I was the last one to get up and Miss Gina found me she said I was burning up, and I honestly think it was Jesus! She asked me what was wrong and I told her that I was scared that this year would end up like all the others I would come back into reality and be the old Hannah and I emptyed my alabaster jar I didn't have it and I didn't want a new one. She understood and told me to think about what Kurt talked about boldness to be that even when things get tough. Jesus is there to lean on. And she was right. And so was Kurt. He blessed me in a big way that no one had ever I know that Jesus was working in his heart. And in mine The last day of camp In the morning we had baptisiam we baptized 40 people that morning and I think like 30 that night ( I think but it was a BIG number ) point is we had so many new brothers and sisters in Christ!  I had a friend who struggled in her life and for two years I poured Into her and guess what Kurt baptized her! And he baptized my new friends. The very first night people moved and I saw Jesus working, I still can't believe that this year was hands down the best. Not only for me but for so many others. We all are gonna have bad days and hard days but Jesus loves us guys always ask him for love for forgiveness. The day I got back from camp and I got a letter that hit me hard it felt like a bolet hit my heart and that I had a HUGE hole. And I felt betried, and I thought about camp and I didn't hurt anymore ya I felt like what I had to say didn't matter or what I felt, but I love her no matter what she did. Do I forgive her yes I do. Dose it still hurt a little now that I get letters and she talks about it ya. But I Iove her because she is a child and beautiful daughter of Christ. My sin is no better then her's to Jesus it's all the same! But remembering camp got me through to the heart. Because thinking about it staying in that point in time is what got me through it. Everyday I pray for everyone at camp. I also pray that when things get hard or when it's just a normal day that I remember my talks and how much I felt blessed  And that I am still feeling that . I love that God can take people like Kurt put them at a camp for a week and change a life in one night Jesus moves through people in so many amezing ways. I still can't thank him enough for my youth pastor Bryan, and for Miss Gina, Frank, Bethney, Kurt, Trent, my new friends, my church, and best of all Jesus Christ! If you think that this whole Christian thing isn't for you....your wrong if you give God a chance he can change for for the rest of your life. I remember Kurt saying when you get saved at the ages of 6,7,8 or even 9. You don't understand the impact that sin can have on you, and what it can really can do to you! Unlike getting saved at like 17,18 or 19 and he is right I got saved at 7 and I never knew the impact of other people's sin and my own could do. But I know that no matter what age God loves us and will NEVER leave us! You may read this and. Not feel a thing if that is the right answer then pray to God to open your heart and then read. I don't share this just to tell you what camp did for me, or what I got out of the talks I had with Everyone. I blog to share about God to tell you that he LOVES you  now more then ever. Yes there will be rough times but he is there! I don't tell you about mine and Kurt's talk just to talk about it but to tell you what God did and said through a guy who could understand me and who loves Jesus so much that he was willing to help open my eyes. Or through Miss Gina and frank and Bethney. I don't tell you just for the sake  of telling, but to show you out of Four people God said the same thing but in differnt ways that I could understand. Kurt didn't talk about our talk in his sermon to embarrass me or make me mad. He said to tell people so that they know their not the only ones who can be a light in their family or for people  who need to empty their alabaster jar. Or to hit it to me nine times as hard to really push me to want to do that. And after doing that I feel free like a HUGE weight has been lifted off that I had been caring for a long time. If Jesus can take a Rag like me and use me for something great. He can use you for something you never thought of and maybe save someone's life. That's why I blog that's why I'm sharing you my camp experience, and I prsyvthat it blesses you and tells you that you have someone there all the time 

   love a Daughter of Jeusus

        Hannah Rose

Pics from camp an the last few weeks

Me, D, Shade. , Aj, and Raven

All of us the last day of camp 

Savannah, me , D, Aj, and Shade 

Out boulton, for church after camp my youth pastor baptizing from camp

All the pic of me, D, shade, Aj, and Raven

Cj 

D, and me wearing his sunglasses 

Aj, Cj, me , D, Shade, Ds sister. And savannah 

 D, and I 

Aj and I 

Savannah, D , and Shade taking selfies

Blair and I from camp 

Here are some pictures from camp and with my new friends I love then so much I will have a post about each of then when I get the time