Where are you

A lot of times I wonder where people are or why they haven't talked or showed up in a certain amount of time. A lot of times I also wonder where my Birthmom Zamfira is sometimes. I wish she could see that I have my sisters and how much pain she put us through, and what she did.... But other times I just hope that she is ok and safe. But the pain I feel or that you feel is nothing compared to what Jesus went through the day he gave his own life for every single one of us weather we are not born yet, we are living, or we are already seeing his face. He died for 1,00000 upon 1,00000 of people yet He knows everything about us. What sin we are gonna commit and how many times we will do it.. God had a plan for Jesus and He took it without saying no. It's amazing how we as humans go through pain weather it's listing someone we love. Or not knowing our biological parents, or siblings. I never thought in whole 17 years of life that I would have biological sister and then when I turned 18 God said here you go I knew where they where since you guys were born and split up. He knows where my other two older siblings are. He knows where Zamfira is and mine and Kristina's dad is. He knows where Raisa's birthdad is but to be honest that doesn't matter yes I wonder sometimes like today where they are but I know  God has a plan for me and for you.. So when you are wondering where someone is weather your adopted, or you lost someone you loved, or a family member walked out. Always remember this God knows where they are have faith and believe. Pray for them everyday and when God is ready for you He will let you know where that person of or if you have siblings or maybe even where your birth parents are... I prayed for a long time for my borthfamily and when I turned 18 I got a chance to get to know that two are living and I get to talk to them..lean on God because His plan  is perfect, no matter the cost