Yesterday I had a weird day! What do I mean you may ask?
Well I will tell you.
First off I talked my
Cuz, and Aunt whom I Haven’t talked to since I moved witch was almost three
years ago. And when I talked to my cuz I realized how much I miss my
Childhood home, and the place I grew up
ever since I was 16 months. Ky was the only place I knew the only place I made
friends, had family live across my house, have neighborhood get together or
having a driveway Dessert party every now and then just celebrating one
another. I miss the School I ever knew Beachwood was a good school sure they
didn’t help me as much as I needed but
I had fieldtrips, made best friends, my first love, softball, watched my older brother play
Football, Sixth Grade Graduation,
FCA Meetings ever Wed Night. Walk to
Kroger with friends on the days I didn’t have Softball. Get a ride from a High
School Guy (I know) But his family were Great Friends with my family so it was
ok. Or sitting in the Hot Gym for my two oldest brothers Graduation J I miss walking seven
miles to school in Rain, Snow, Sunny, Humid, Cool days. I miss swimming at my
neighbor’s pool lol. Everything there in Ky. I miss so much. It’s Amazing
how when your in that moment living at
that place or in that moment you don’t know how much you will miss it until
it’s gone. My Cuz could tell by my voice
that something was wrong, My goal in life is to go back to Ky and get married
maybe. And to live there. I don’t care if I have to live in a apt. I will..
there is no place right now where I want to be but is back home. Where I grew
up. But I have to realize that where I am right now I am here for something,
and I have met some wonderful people like, Bobby&Sophia, Miss Amy, Miss
Sarah, Miss Gina, Abbye, Kylie, Bryan, Mr. Allen, Mr. Stave, and so many
others. If I never came here to live I would of never met them. You know. Yes I
miss Ky so much everytime I think about that place and everyone one I left
including my passable Futer Husband By God’s will, I know that I have so many
wonderful people here right now. Yes I am going back to My childhood place, but
right now I need to try to i=enjoy living here while i’m here you know. So yes
Cuz there is something that is bothering me and making me feel a little down,
and it’s this! I am so thankful for all
the mesmerizes I have and will build. But my heart is set on coming back to
where I was raised and brought up until I was 15. But if I never came here I never would of met
my Best German Friend ever Meltida
earthier , and I wouldn’t have the job I have either. So I just want to
say Thank you God for everything and if it’s your will Bless me when I go back,
but also bless me right here right now
