Dec 19, 2014

Two Years

Today is the two year mark of my Great Grandma Rose being un Heaven. Yes it still hurts, but I am blessed. I can still hear her voice sometimes. I have emails that I look back on and read. Sometimes I sing Jesus Loves me and pray that she can hear me. It's hard, but I know that she is in Heaven with God and that she is happy. She is in no more pain. I have seven scarves and sweat shirts from her an I use them all the time. Mostly the white one she is wearing in the first picture. And when I wear them I can feel her and her warmth. I think about the stories she told me. I think about the last week with her. I still cry everytime I see her in a picture, but I know she is proud of my family. She would pray for EVERY SINGLE GRANDCHILD, DAUGHTER, SON, WIFE, HUSBAND everynight before she went to bed. Every time I sit in the sun I remember how she LOVED doing that. She was the biggest blessing and you knew she was a child who knew who here Father was. Her passion is what drove every one of us to be better. I am so thankful that my last words were not of hate but of love. "I love you"...and her last words.."I love you to see you at Christmas" but she didn't make it. God let her go when she was at peace and not a few days before when she was suffering. I LOVE and miss her a lot. But I am proud to carry her name after her!!!
Dear Grandma Rose,
    I love and miss you a lot. We all do, But I hope that if your looking down that you are proud and joyful. your were such an inspiration to all of us. And I will do my best to carry that on.
Love
A Daughter of Jesus
Hannah
Rose

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