A lot to handle

So my last post I told you guys about my sisters and I made a vid for them I would like to share its my YouTube Chennel and its called To my Sisters we decided today that the song Rollor Coster by Luke Bryan is our song because that whole song describes us very well. I am so excited about where this sisterhood goes and how God uses us for other people! We have a very rare thing that happened to us, and for that I am truly grateful. They have already seen some sides of me that no one has or it takes a long time for someone to see me like that. The more I talk to them the more I see the love they have for me. They could of said they didn't want to meet me because they weren't ready or because I was in the past they didn't need me. But they opened and allowed me to be a part of their lives. I don't ever wanna lose them. And I know with God I won't, because of it wasn't for God we wouldn't be on day five of our relationship! I know it's hard to believe that God is real or that He cares about you, maybe something so bad happened, or you went or is going on a dark pat, or maybe your like me you can get frustrated easy it just have a bunch of emotions at one and you can't find a way to tame them. Or maybe you don't know about this person I call God but you really look at all the mistakes you have made you will miss out on the blessings Instead look to the positive side of life if you haven't made a personal relationship with God if you are breathing right now it's not too late to accept Him as your savior. Or if your just having a hard time and don't know where to go, God knows I never would of found out about Kristina and Raisa if it wasn't for God and his plan  but it also took a lot of faith to trust in God and allow him to work in my life. we may never get answers to our questions about Zamfira or if we have more siblings, But God knows and that is  all that matters! 

Best birthday ever

So today is my birthday and my parents took me out to breakfast, and as we waited for the food my parents gave me a document and it said I was the forth pregnancy so inessential wait what that means I have siblings and my parents got teary eyed and gave me pictures and I look at them and these two girls looked liked me. So I kept looking and then saw pictures of them in 2015 and I was like cool they are still alive and well. My parents then told me that the girls found out last night about me and that they wanted to skype me and meet me. I started crying because they wanted to see me. It meant so much to me. So today we talked for five hours and texted and all that good stuff I am so honored and thankful for my two older sisters. I am still pretty shocked and like wow. Today has been the most emotional, amazing. Fantastic, puzzle peaicing, God sent, best gift ever. Today is a fauna will always remember, I Love you Raisa and Kristiana I am proud to be your younger  sister.. Sisters forever!!!!!!! 

Winter Jam March, 16 2015

March  16^th 2015 was my first winter jam.  There were ten artists

Skillit, Jeremy Camp, Franchesca Bassttlii,  Building 429,  Family Force 5,  newsong, King and Country, Blanca, About a mile,  and verda, and the speaker Tony Nolan.

 They all came out an sang, but they also shared what God ment to them and How we can be the next generation who can lift God back up. And chance the world with him. I loved how they were Humble and  open to God and the crowd.  

      I really liked the Speaker Tony, He was very open about what he went through and How God got him out of it. He is very Faithful, and he really loves God. He doesn’t look at his life as I shouldn’t be here. He uses that to God’s glory.

     I loved How Jeremy Camp cares for everyone who came. He shared about a lot of stuff and how he gave all his pain to God. And How he said he isn’t perfect that he even makes mistakes. But God can use it to help other people. And he asked if we have dreams to pursue them full heartily.

   The whole night was amazing. My only downfall was I didn’t get to see the artists after because my group wanted to leave on the last song of Skillit,

   After lastnight I love the artist even more it was a night to remember!!!

Winter Jam 2015

So I went to my first Winter Jam last night an it was awesome here are some pictures my vid won't load 

DNow

So Feb 27-March 1st was DNow and a few weeks before I wasn't planning on going, But some of you may remember Kurt from Camp!! If you don't just go back to Camp Cherokee 2014. Anyways He and I were talking on Fb a week before DNow, and he asked me  if I was going. I told him I wasn't sure, and he told me he would love for me to come. So I thought about it for a few days, and I still wasn't sure. Then God placed my teacher and friend Gina to be the host. So then I was like ok God I'll go. So three days before the event I texted Kurt and told him I was coming. So by Thursday Afternoon I started feeling really low and depressed, and I had no clue why. but i could feel myself draining! So I texted a friend just asking her to talk to be about anything so we chatted then by three am I fell asleep. Friday morning I got ready to go and I was still feeling really low. Then it was time to go and on the way while I was driving I was like  God please fix this I don't know why I am so low and sad but please help me fix this.  Then a few min before service Kurt stopped in his tracks and he asked how I was. I told him how I was feeling. and he said that he knew this night was for me. So we  did worship and I tried to give it my all. Then he came up That night he talked about What difference meant and said there were three groups 1) how needed to accept Christ for the first time. 2) you know that you know you are saved but your lukewarm, and 3) you know that you know you are saved and you are right where you need to be with God. and I was lukewarm. The next day we went out and served our community and we went to the pregnancy center but before that Kurt for his second service talked about serving with our heart and praying not just doing it. ok so back to what I was saying by sat afternoon Kurt and I planed to talk and when it was time he didn't make it in time before service and I felt like God wanted me to talk to him  So I cried the whole service because I was disappointed and I still didn't know what was wring with me. Then Kurt came up and his last message was About how God is light and he is unchanging and how He loves us no matter what we do or who we are. Then people started to come up and pray but I refused because I didn't know what to pray Mrs. Gina grabbed my hand and prayed for me. then I tried to. A few moments later I felt an embrace and a guy talking to me at first I thought it was Kurt but then realized it was my Youth Pastor Brian. And he told me how I don't need to let the world define who I am because it tares me down, and how he sees a beautiful young woman who can live for  Christ. and some other things and then he prayed for me. by this time I was crying even more. and I let heart do the talking to God. after service Gina told  to meet them at her house after talking to Kurt. I looked or him and thought he left, but I found him talking to my new friend Ej. so I waited. and he called me over and we caught up about how life was going since camp. and a few things he told me was that sometimes I let myself get distracted. like i'm running and I look to my right and left, or when I drive there is a big window you look out to drive with and you look at the review mirror instead, or like a horse has blinders but my faith blinder are off and looking all around and how when I do that I need to look straight and to see what God wants for me life. and some other things, But it all made sense...I was truly blessed. and felt better. he also told me that when I told him I was coming it blessed him a lot. So I want to tell you that whenever you are confused or just feel down look to God ask him to give you the fruits ( Galatians 5:22-23) he will love you and bless you ever since Saturday night I have been so much more open to God, and He blessed me with a new friend Ej who I know will be there when needed and to help me encourage other people. I am so blessed right now and I am not gonna let the world define me God is going to define who i am!!!!

                                                                       Kurt

                                                                Mrs. Gina and I

                                                                         The theme

                                                                         Kurt and I

                              My group I stayed with and girls from my Sunday school class

God Moves!!!!!

So yesterday was Sunday an I went to the church I sing for Sunday Morning and Night, and Sunday Morning God started His work as we all started Church, The Pastor was talking about the stat of the church. And how We are all anchored by Jesus and how the church has the holy sprit in the center. and we all came into a circle and prayer over the church. Then everyone who had special request came in the center and we all prayed for them. I was one of the people being prayed over. And right there God was working us for that night, I hung out and sang with some friends then it was time for the night service. And one of my friends came in crying and I went outside and what she told me made me angry. if I knew the person who did what he did to her I would of pinned him, but anyways I told her that God kept her safe and that was all that mattered. and that God brought her here for a reason. because she didn't want to come. and we sang

We Believe and man....God worked so heavy there. So many people came and prayed, and we sang this song twice. then sang praise you in the storm. God did amazing things!!!! I am still so amazed. and in the end my friend came up to me and said that this night was for her and God placed her in the right time. Yall no matter what your going through.... God is WORKING IN YOU!!!! It may be hard right now. but God is I can't even put words to what he is,. But he moved everyone in that Church..I haven't felt the Holy Sprit like that in a long time, and I haven't cried Spritely in a long time. God is waiting to lift you up..and give you endless gifts..Don't wait if  you don't know him. you have a chance you are NOT promised TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO take the chance because you might not get another.

Love
A Daughter Of Jesus Christ
Hannah
Rose

My Birthmom Zamfiera

So a lot of people asked me about my birthmom, and my answer is always..i Don't know all i know is she left me four days after giving me life, and that she drank. and it's true i know her name Zamfiera, and that she is Gyspie, and that she drank. It's sometimes hard not know anything. Whose eyes do i have or hair or skin color? Why did she give me up? Lots of Questions. But no answers. Only God knows where she is...but the one question that hurts the most is....Dose she know Christ, and is she saved? it's very hard not knowing if she dose or doesn't know Christ. People have also asked me if i ever got to meet her and talk to her what would my fist question would be... it would be dose she know Christ, and is she saved. But i may never know, but i'm only 17 i still have time. I pray for my mom every night sometimes more then once during the day. i wish she could see how happy i am and how much my love for God is. I told my story a few weeks ago and she was in it.

This is what i want her to see.the life she has given me..I am so blessed. So mom i love you and i wish you could see this.
Love
A Daughter of Jesus Chrisr
Hannah
Rose

Two Years

Today is the two year mark of my Great Grandma Rose being un Heaven. Yes it still hurts, but I am blessed. I can still hear her voice sometimes. I have emails that I look back on and read. Sometimes I sing Jesus Loves me and pray that she can hear me. It's hard, but I know that she is in Heaven with God and that she is happy. She is in no more pain. I have seven scarves and sweat shirts from her an I use them all the time. Mostly the white one she is wearing in the first picture. And when I wear them I can feel her and her warmth. I think about the stories she told me. I think about the last week with her. I still cry everytime I see her in a picture, but I know she is proud of my family. She would pray for EVERY SINGLE GRANDCHILD, DAUGHTER, SON, WIFE, HUSBAND everynight before she went to bed. Every time I sit in the sun I remember how she LOVED doing that. She was the biggest blessing and you knew she was a child who knew who here Father was. Her passion is what drove every one of us to be better. I am so thankful that my last words were not of hate but of love. "I love you"...and her last words.."I love you to see you at Christmas" but she didn't make it. God let her go when she was at peace and not a few days before when she was suffering. I LOVE and miss her a lot. But I am proud to carry her name after her!!!

Dear Grandma Rose,
    I love and miss you a lot. We all do, But I hope that if your looking down that you are proud and joyful. your were such an inspiration to all of us. And I will do my best to carry that on.
Love
A Daughter of Jesus
Hannah
Rose

❄️Christmas❄️

So Christmas is only a week away....This year has been hard for me because of a lot of things. But the most impotent this is the Birth of Jesus.
   
Matthew 1:18-25; Matthew 2:1-12; Luke 1:26-38; Luke 2:1-20.

The Conception of Jesus Foretold

Mary, a virgin, was living in Galilee of Nazareth and was engaged to be married to Joseph, a Jewish carpenter. An angel visited her and explained to her that she would conceive a son by the power of the Holy Spirit. She would carry and give birth to this child and she would name him Jesus.
At first Mary was afraid and troubled by the angel's words. Being a virgin, Mary questioned the angel, "How will this be?" The angel explained that the child would be God's own Son and, therefore, "nothing is impossible with God." Humbled and in awe, Mary believed the angel of the Lord and rejoiced in God her Savior.
Surely Mary reflected with wonder on the words found in Isaiah 7:14 foretelling this event, "Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel."

The Birth of Jesus:

While Mary was still engaged to Joseph, she miraculously became pregnant through the Holy Spirit, as foretold to her by the angel. When Mary told Joseph she was pregnant, he had every right to feel disgraced. He knew the child was not his own, and Mary's apparent unfaithfulness carried a grave social stigma. Joseph not only had the right to divorce Mary, under Jewish law she could be put to death by stoning.
Although Joseph's initial reaction was to break the engagement, the appropriate thing for a righteous man to do, he treated Mary with extreme kindness. He did not want to cause her further shame, so he decided to act quietly. But God sent an angel to Joseph in a dream to verify Mary's story and reassure him that his marriage to her was God's will. The angel explained that the child within Mary was conceived by the Holy Spirit, that his name would be Jesus and that he was the Messiah, God with us.
When Joseph woke from his dream, he willingly obeyed God and took Mary home to be his wife, in spite of the public humiliation he would face. Perhaps this noble quality is one of the reasons God chose him to be the Messiah's earthly father.
Joseph too must have wondered in awe as he remembered the words found in Isaiah 7:14, "Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel."
At that time, Caesar Augustus decreed that a census be taken, and every person in the entire Roman world had to go to his own town to register. Joseph, being of the line of David, was required to go to Bethlehem to register with Mary. While in Bethlehem, Mary gave birth to Jesus. Probably due to the census, the inn was too crowded, and Mary gave birth in a crude stable. She wrapped the baby in cloths and placed him in a manger.

The Shepherd's Worship the Savior:

Out in the fields, an angel of the Lord appeared to the shepherds who were tending their flocks of sheep by night. The angel announced that the Savior had been born in the town of David. Suddenly a great host of heavenly beings appeared with the angels and began singing praises to God. As the angelic beings departed, the shepherds decided to travel to Bethlehem and see the Christ-child.
There they found Mary, Joseph and the baby, in the stable. After their visit, they began to spread the word about this amazing child and everything the angel had said about him. They went on their way still praising and glorifying God. But Mary kept quiet, treasuring their words and pondering them in her heart. It must have been beyond her ability to grasp, that sleeping in her arms—the tender child she had just borne—was the Savior of the world.

  So as you can see this is the true meaning of Christmas!!! So if your having a hard year like me always remember this story!! It will help you remember the true meaning.. 😉 hope you have a Merry Christmas!!!!  😘

Heavy Heart

So two nights ago I just had a really bad Sunday. I cried all day even at church. I was in so much pain there was so much pressure. My heart felt like it was a stone instead of a beating heart. There was so much on my heart that I blew. And one of my friends saw me hurting as hard as a tried to hide it I couldn't her name is Sophia (she is married to Bobby I have told you about them before) she came up to me and asked me what was wrong an I told her an she told me that God loves me because I was his Daughter. An that the things that happened to me wasn't my fault. She told me that she believes in me. An that when it's time I will be forgiven. Then later that night Brian pastor of Cookson Creek (the church I sing for) came up to me an we talked as well. He also asks me about school and how it's going. He cares about my education as much as my parents do. After his sermon he asked if anyone needed to come pray to come up an he would pray with them, an he looked at me the whole  time. And to be honest I knew God wanted me to. There was a pull At my heart but I couldn't go. After I got home I went to my room an cried so hard. I asked friends to pray for me an they did Sophia sent me verses to read and I read them. Now you may be wondering what am I talking about. Well 

  1) A family member found out he has cancer 

   2) last Thanksgiving I was In a really tough spot in my life and my Aunt tried to help, but I wouldn't let her and I hurt Her really  bad. I am better now an I asked for her to forgive me. But she hasn't talked to me and this year will be a full year bit talking to her. 

  3) this will be our second year without Grandma rose and I still miss her so much. 

  An 4) there are some things that I look back an say if I didn't do this...this wouldn't of happened blaming myself. 

   After I read some verses I started feeling better. Even though I was up till 5am crying still I was feeling better. Then yesterday one of my siblings got saved. Today my heart isn't heavy it feels normal and it's thanks to God an my friends You see even though all this is weighing on me I can't feel it anymore because God has it. I keep saying if you need help I am here for you an I mean it all you have to do is comment and I'll respond!! I know this post is a little all over but just remember God loves you and he always will turn a heavy heart into a feather  ❤️

It's been a while,,,

Hey Guys!,
  It has been a while since I have posted anything. So today I am gonna catch you up on my life.
     I got my license a few month ago, and I love it! Driving makes me feel grown up haha :) But it also gives me a chance to help my mom out when she can't go somewhere.
   I am working on my second Cd. It's Called Our Stories And each song is about one of my friends or family member who went through something, and became stronger because of it. I have five songs so far.  I don't know how many songs are going on it yet.
   I also recently got a Facebook. And I'm getting back on Twitter,
        Remember my friend and  teacher Miss Amy?! Well I found out that she is moving, and it makes me sad, But I know that God will keep them safe. So please pray for her and her family.

   I have been getting back on Youtube, and this is a reminder to everyone who can't see the  end of the Tunnel.

I gotta go to church!!! I will post soon
  JESUS LOVES YOU


                                                          Love a Daughter of Jessus
                                                                   Hannah Rose

Blind pt 2

So to day was the blind peoples night and after they were all done eating they sat and chilled out. And I look over and there is a woman who is completely blind, and she had her iPhone, and was texting like she could see. And the leader of the group she had a tablet and made conference calls with no problem! It's amazing how even when they couldn't see they're still just like us. And they don't use their disadvantage as a problem but as a encouragement! It is mind blowing how even though they can see. They can still do things just like us use computers, phones, anything they out there mind to. They went to Ruby Falls and they were talking about how wonderful it was. It's like they get up everyday and just go. Like there is nothing wrong with them. They know what meals we have because they can smell it as they come in the door. They talk to one another like we would I know they are just like us. But they are missing one thing. sight! But that Dosent stop them. I am so amazed and blessed. It was just mind blowing to me. That even though they are blind they can still do and use everything we can. Wow!!!!

Blind pt 1

Other things from camp

So it's been a few weeks since camp now, and I still feel at peace with Jesus. Ya I have messed up a little but we all do. I have been thinking about camp a lot these last few weeks and looking back on what God has done in my life. I keep thinking about my talk with Kurt, Frank, Bethny. And Miss Gina. But most of all mine and Kurts talk. After emptying my alabaster jar that night. When we had our cabin talk I shared my story and told my cabin about what my life felt like after And the next day Kurt came up to me and told me that he herd I told my story and how it was awesome and how proud of me he was, and then Miss Gina came up and gave me a huge and told me how proud she was. And I remember thinking  dose everyone know that I shared my story last night, Kurt, Miss Gina, Bryan. But I knew most of all that Jesus knew I told my story because of him. An after I did I had a lot of people tell me that they had some of the same problems of what happened to them, and asked me to pray for them. Like Kurt, Miss Gina, Frank and Bethney said You never know your story may help others see that they are not the only ones going through it if they see how your dealing with it then they can do the same and they were right . 

    Another thing that still is so moving was the last night of camp there were two days that changed my life forever. The night of mine and Kunrts talk and the service, and the last  night of camp. Before Kurt started to talk he said Everyone is gonna move tonight. There will not be one person who has not moved. There are three groups 1 The people who need to receave Christ. 2 the people who need to be baptized. And 3 the people who need Boldness. And he was right I was crying not because I was sad but because not one person rejected God. I was in the Boldness! I needed boldness to come back in this world and not be the old Hannah, but the Daughter of Jesus Hannah. When the song "lead me to the cross" played and it says ' bring me to my knees where your love poured out' for the first time in my life I dropped on my knees and prayed to God I didn't care who was around it was just God. And I. I was the last one to get up and Miss Gina found me she said I was burning up, and I honestly think it was Jesus! She asked me what was wrong and I told her that I was scared that this year would end up like all the others I would come back into reality and be the old Hannah and I emptyed my alabaster jar I didn't have it and I didn't want a new one. She understood and told me to think about what Kurt talked about boldness to be that even when things get tough. Jesus is there to lean on. And she was right. And so was Kurt. He blessed me in a big way that no one had ever I know that Jesus was working in his heart. And in mine The last day of camp In the morning we had baptisiam we baptized 40 people that morning and I think like 30 that night ( I think but it was a BIG number ) point is we had so many new brothers and sisters in Christ!  I had a friend who struggled in her life and for two years I poured Into her and guess what Kurt baptized her! And he baptized my new friends. The very first night people moved and I saw Jesus working, I still can't believe that this year was hands down the best. Not only for me but for so many others. We all are gonna have bad days and hard days but Jesus loves us guys always ask him for love for forgiveness. The day I got back from camp and I got a letter that hit me hard it felt like a bolet hit my heart and that I had a HUGE hole. And I felt betried, and I thought about camp and I didn't hurt anymore ya I felt like what I had to say didn't matter or what I felt, but I love her no matter what she did. Do I forgive her yes I do. Dose it still hurt a little now that I get letters and she talks about it ya. But I Iove her because she is a child and beautiful daughter of Christ. My sin is no better then her's to Jesus it's all the same! But remembering camp got me through to the heart. Because thinking about it staying in that point in time is what got me through it. Everyday I pray for everyone at camp. I also pray that when things get hard or when it's just a normal day that I remember my talks and how much I felt blessed  And that I am still feeling that . I love that God can take people like Kurt put them at a camp for a week and change a life in one night Jesus moves through people in so many amezing ways. I still can't thank him enough for my youth pastor Bryan, and for Miss Gina, Frank, Bethney, Kurt, Trent, my new friends, my church, and best of all Jesus Christ! If you think that this whole Christian thing isn't for you....your wrong if you give God a chance he can change for for the rest of your life. I remember Kurt saying when you get saved at the ages of 6,7,8 or even 9. You don't understand the impact that sin can have on you, and what it can really can do to you! Unlike getting saved at like 17,18 or 19 and he is right I got saved at 7 and I never knew the impact of other people's sin and my own could do. But I know that no matter what age God loves us and will NEVER leave us! You may read this and. Not feel a thing if that is the right answer then pray to God to open your heart and then read. I don't share this just to tell you what camp did for me, or what I got out of the talks I had with Everyone. I blog to share about God to tell you that he LOVES you  now more then ever. Yes there will be rough times but he is there! I don't tell you about mine and Kurt's talk just to talk about it but to tell you what God did and said through a guy who could understand me and who loves Jesus so much that he was willing to help open my eyes. Or through Miss Gina and frank and Bethney. I don't tell you just for the sake  of telling, but to show you out of Four people God said the same thing but in differnt ways that I could understand. Kurt didn't talk about our talk in his sermon to embarrass me or make me mad. He said to tell people so that they know their not the only ones who can be a light in their family or for people  who need to empty their alabaster jar. Or to hit it to me nine times as hard to really push me to want to do that. And after doing that I feel free like a HUGE weight has been lifted off that I had been caring for a long time. If Jesus can take a Rag like me and use me for something great. He can use you for something you never thought of and maybe save someone's life. That's why I blog that's why I'm sharing you my camp experience, and I prsyvthat it blesses you and tells you that you have someone there all the time 

   love a Daughter of Jeusus

        Hannah Rose

Pics from camp an the last few weeks

Me, D, Shade. , Aj, and Raven

All of us the last day of camp 

Savannah, me , D, Aj, and Shade 

Out boulton, for church after camp my youth pastor baptizing from camp

All the pic of me, D, shade, Aj, and Raven

Cj 

D, and me wearing his sunglasses 

Aj, Cj, me , D, Shade, Ds sister. And savannah 

 D, and I 

Aj and I 

Savannah, D , and Shade taking selfies

Blair and I from camp 

Here are some pictures from camp and with my new friends I love then so much I will have a post about each of then when I get the time 

Lightning

Have you ever just sat and watched lightning from far away? Well I am right now. It's 1:17am right now and I am looking outside and there is lightning behind the mt. Have you ever thought of lightning being like our lives? You may be like what is she talking about well.. Think about it.... We say that our human lives are a flash live one moment gone the next just like lightning. It's here one moment gone the next until a different one strikes. Never the same bolt. Have you ever had a dream that you wanted to go for, but never had the guts to make it happen, or was just to scared to reach for it. And then you wish you did? Or did you ever go back on a word and later say man I should of done that. Or said goodbye. Or see you tomorrow an there's no tomorrow? There's always if I did this then this would of happened. Or if I stayed one more day I could of been there to be with her before she passed. We think about everything after it happens. We don't think about the before. But God does. He knows why you didn't go or why you didn't say something that could of changed the situation. Instead of saying the what ifs why don't we say yes....yes I'll help you....yes I will go to your ball game... Yes I'll stay with you tonight in the HP so your not alone. Our lives will be over before we know it like a flash if lightning. Why don't we start making it count ya life is busy life is hard. But can't we take ten minutes to pray or five to ask Jesus into your life. Or an hour or two for church every Sunday morning. And have a family dinner after. Or take a week an to church camp. That year just might be your year like this one was mine. Ya life can get in the way but you don't have to let it. Don't give up so easily don't give in to the shroud of  you should love your family yes even the ones who hurt you . Love your friends...LOVE JESUS and if you don't know him you can today. Do you know that you that you know if you were to die today that you are going to Heaven?! Or are you asking your self will I? Well if you don't know say that prayer follow Jesus love him so then you do know 100%. Is life perfect and easy after being saved....being honest no, but it's so worth it. Know  that he loves us even more WHEN WE MESS UP! Why? Because we are his children, his lambs and he is our shepherd, he is our umbrella when it's raining. He's out shelter when we don't have a home. He is the breathtaking man who gave HIs life or all of us. He knew what was coming and he could of easily said wow father I'm not doing this BUT HE DIDN'T...he didn't give up on us. So don't give up  on life. Don't give up on friends . Or family.  Don't give up your faith. Don't give up your dreams. Or your plans to do things with your day. Because like lightning you never know when you'll strike and leave this earth! 

Our Stories

So my new album is about our stories, and how Christ can change us Here are three new songs i write at camp.

                                                                  A's Story
                                                                  Song #4
                                            Whenever you feel alone, i am here
                                          When your mom is drinking i am here
                                        When you need to let it go, i am waiting
                                                All my sin is nothing to you.
                                                                oh oh oh
                                                           Nothing to you
                You are here when the rain is falling and i have no umbrella, your my cover.
                                        Your my shelter when i have no home
                                Your my strength when i am weak and have no will 
                                             Help me be a light to you Lord,
                 Let my flam burn, and burn so hot that people can see a difference in me
                         Please don't fail me Lord, for you gave your only son for me
                                   I am alone in this world, but I'm not with you
                                   Fill my heart oh God, and help me to change
                            Not for a moment, or a day, but for the rest of my life.



                                                             Life
                                                          Song #5
                                For the rest of my life i will hold on to you.
                                          I will praise your great name
                                             I Will love you Lord
                    As hard as thing s may get, you are always there for me
             Your my path when i start to wonder off in the wrong direction
                   You are the hand that reaches out when i'm drowning
     Your the voice that tells me no when i want to go down the wrong direction
                     Lord your my net that catches me when i am falling
                           You forgive me as many times as it takes
                     I love you Lord because you died and rose for me


           
                  
                                                             Try
                                                         Song #6
                                   When i try to walk o water, I can't
                                          When i try to heal, I can't
                                 When i try to escape my past i can't
                                          No not without you Lord
                                                   Ohhh Ohhh
                                               No not without you
                               I am nothing compared to what i can be
                                 Your everything yes everything i need
                     I may cry myself to sleep everyday for the rest of my life
                                         I may fail you over and over
                            But Lord, you love me no matter what i do
                                                         Ya
                   You love me everyday of every hour, no matter what i do
                         No matter how many times i fail you love me
                                                         ohhhh
                     God, i am your child, and your my amazing Grace
#6

Camp Cherokee 2014

So June 21-26 was camp, and i would of shared about it sooner but i have been crazy busy with work so here i am. So camp. i have gone three years in a row and hands down this year was the most moving, wonderful, God filled,  life changing year out of all three years. and i am gonna tell you why.  This year it was called "What's Your Story" and the he guy who spoke this year His name was Kurt, and the first thing you would say is how cool his outfits are lol :) But when he spoke and he talked about God. You knew he was the real deal. He had a ruff life, but he never gave up. The first night he talked about the Alabaster Jar, and how the woman whom Jesus forgave threw her's away. When she could of very well kelp it on her shelf and when times got hard enough she could of used it, but she didn't she got rid of it. And she wept when she saw Jesus and washed his feet with her tears, and dried it with her hair. After that sermon my heart was heavy Because i started thinking that i didn't have a story. So the first two days i felt so far from God and i felt like he was leaving me. I felt all the pain i had put away for so long. It at last came out and came out hard. everytime Trent did worship and i saw the words Darkness, or Empty i cried, I couldn't even sing. All i could do was cry. I had many people talk to me but the Four people who are still in my thoughts are Gina My Sunday school teacher, Frank a guy who came for the day then told his story and left that night, Bethney a new friend, and Kurt a new friend and speaker.
   Miss Gina talked from the first day to the end and even now. i told her why i didn;t think my story was worth telling and that no one would want to hear. She told me that Jesus let the things that did for a reason and that i am feeling the Guilt and pain because i am tricking myself that it was my fault, and it wasn't. she kept praying for me, and she never gave up on me.
  Frank was a guy whom i met on the 23 At night every night after worship we would do a fire and an adult would tell their story. an Frank was the person that night, But at the time i didn't know that. I saw a Faithful guy who smiled and laughed all that day and i could see Jesus in Him the moment i saw him. So i was putting my stuff on a chair and i was going over my music and i saw him sitting by me. i thought in my mind I really want to say hi, but i don;t want him to think i strang, or a bother.  But i went and said hi anyways, and i told him that i was sorry for not being happy i was struggling, he asked why and i told him what i told miss Gina, and he said the same thing.But he also said that i could be a light in my family. But to ALWAYS LOVE JESUS no matter what. Later that night he told his story and he had a ruff life but he was a light in his family and because of Jesus loving him and Frank not giving up his family are Christians.
  Franks introduced me to Betheny, and her life was like mine and i told her my story. We prayed and had a very emotional prayer, but God placed the same words and Gina, and Frank, and i was like wow.
  At last Kurt. He had been speaking four nights now and the first day i was in tears and asked to talk to him, But he was three days late :) When we at last got to i told him about my story, and he told me some of his, and some was the same same some was different, and he told me  Everything comes back to the alabaster Jar, she could of put it back on her shelf and when things got hard she could have used it, but when she repented to Jesus she poured it out. and never looked at it again, He told me there were two kinds of Guilt. Fake guilt and gult. Fake guilt is when you think it was your fault and you blame yourself,  and guilt is when you feel bad for a moment but then it's gone. and i had Fake guilt. and that my alabaster jar was guilt, and i needed to let it go pour it out and never go back, then an hour later was his sermon and before it even started i felt a burning in my heart.  and during the service he talked about what we talked about with the alabaster jar and how i can be a light in my family. i left and cried so hard for an hour and i gave it up. I told miss Gina and she cried. and said she was praying for me during the whole time, after Frank's story i found him and said thank you and gave me a hug, then found Kurt and told him i that i emptied my alabaster jar and let it go. He told me that he was proud of me. and that i can be a light in my family. Then next day they could see a change in me i felt different, I made new friends whom even now have a wonderful friendship and faith filled relationship.  that day that everyone  saw a difference in me God used me for someone else and i was able to be used by him, and show God through me, and i was able to make three new songs, i will put a new post for that, But when things get hard i remember this year at camp and Kurt and our talk along with everyone else and i feel like i'm at camp.
                                                                         My Story
When i was seven i was saved, my papa showed me the stars and told me that we are like the stars we are God's children and he knows everyone of us. after he passed i was at home and i looked at the stars and remembered what he told me and i wanted to be a child of him, so i went  to my parents and i got saved. after being saved life was hard all my life people did things to me i did things to myself and try to leave God, but i couldn't he would 't let me go. And now i am changed and i got baptized last year, and yes i have lost people in my life, and yes i have done things, but we all do, But the best part is that GOD LOVES US EVEN MORE WHEN WE MESS UP. i am trying to be a light in my family and at work, and i will never give up. i am willing to give my life if that is what it takes if someone asks me what's my religion i will say christian, i love Jesus and i love him even more knowing that even when i mess up God still loves me and will never give up. Thank you Jesus for my life, and my reason for being here.

 Thank you to my LORD, savior, and the man who saved me life  Jesus Christ. To My father God to Brian, Miss Gina, Frank, Betheny, and Kurt, And to everyone in my life now i love you guys, thank you for a life changing experience. I will never forget it.

                                                       A Daughter of Jesus
                                                      Hannah Rose Amelung 

To Selena with love Chris Perez

This is a book that Chris Perez wrote a couple months ago! It's about a Beautful, wonderful, talented, soulful, strong, inspirational, princess of God  A woman named Selena Quintanilla Perez! She was a Mexican-American who loved everyone she met,  She and Chris met when he joined Selena ye Los Dos. And they fell in love! After she was brudly murdered by Yolanda Saldivar. Chris couldn't bear the he lost of her. He can't kiss  or hug her anymore. So a centry later after March 31st 1995 he devoted himself to writing this book for her and us the fans! He opens up about their forbidden relationship! About who she really was even off TV of winning awards. He was showing the REAL Selena. About them loaping.  He even talks about the tragic day when Selena died by the hands of Yolanda. I can write the book out but I can't  give the same meaning as you reading it for yourself. God had his hand on this whole thing.So for all the Selena fans this is something you can read and read again and never get tired of learning more about their marriage. And love for one another. When I read this book it opened my eyes to why I love Selena and her music, and why God was so proud of her! So thank you Chris for letting us see more of Selena the emotional, loving. Star we all can look up to and know that God has blessed her! We love you and we love Selena! 

Did you know

Did you know that air plains fly high in the sky?, or that strawberry shortcake is a cartoon? Ya we do know this it's silly to ask huh? Well  is it silly to ask if you know  that you are a child of Jesus, and that he loves you no matter what you do? Even if you had a baby at 16 or 17! Even if you were dranking and didn't think about it and got in your car are drove and something happened. Even if you walk away from God his arms are still open to you. God created this earth and he will never distory it again. He will never leave you. Your his prince or princess, and if you have never known Jeaus as you savior... It's never to late to know about him! See that's that most wonderful part of Jesus :) that he never says. Well I died for you and you're taking forever to decide so I'm gonna say no you can't come into my kingdom because it's to late for you cause you took so long to say yes. No he never says that, but you have to remember that if you were to die today right now would you be confident that you were going to Heaven that your saved! That when God himself looks at your heart instead of all the sin and shame or that  he'll see his son Jesus in your heart! Even though it's never to late to invit Jesus into your life us as humans it can be we don't know the time the hour or minute that we will die, but God does! Now after being saved life is easy. You wil be made fun of. Maybe even punished, BUT no matter what Jesus is with you all the way! He will never leave you. I have a wonderful, beautiful friend who grew up as a Muslim, and when she herd about Jesus she wanted to follow him. So when became a Christian, her family didn't like that, they would beat her, take her places  in the trunk, did everything to keep her from being Christian. She was living in Hell, But when she got married to a wonderfully talented man, and they had there wedding, her parents came for the first time her family came into a church. And she says even today she was thankful that Jesus never left she got to feel him more through every hit. Exa, because she knows how Jesus felt in a way, and it made her closer to Jesus! Some of her family are Christians, but in not sure how many, but one Act can change your whole life for the beat or worst, but no matter what happens Jesus loves you and is with  you! Don't let it be to late for you! John 3 v16 "So God so loved the world that he gave his only son, and who ever belives in him will never die but have everlasting life" 

Did you know

Did you know that air plains fly high in the sky?, or that strawberry shortcake is a cartoon? Ya we do know this it's silly to ask huh? Well  is it silly to ask if you know  that you are a child of Jesus, and that he loves you no matter what you do? Even if you had a baby at 16 or 17! Even if you were dranking and didn't think about it and got in your car are drove and something happened. Even if you walk away from God his arms are still open to you. God created this earth and he will never distory it again. He will never leave you. Your his prince or princess, and if you have never known Jeaus as you savior... It's never to late to know about him! See that's that most wonderful part of Jesus :) that he never says. Well I died for you and you're taking forever to decide so I'm gonna say no you can't come into my kingdom because it's to late for you cause you took so long to say yes. No he never says that, but you have to remember that if you were to die today right now would you be confident that you were going to Heaven that your saved! That when God himself looks at your heart instead of all the sin and shame or that  he'll see his son Jesus in your heart! Even though it's never to late to invit Jesus into your life us as humans it can be we don't know the time the hour or minute that we will die, but God does! Now after being saved life is easy. You wil be made fun of. Maybe even punished, BUT no matter what Jesus is with you all the way! He will never leave you. I have a wonderful, beautiful friend who grew up as a Muslim, and when she herd about Jesus she wanted to follow him. So when became a Christian, her family didn't like that, they would beat her, take her places  in the trunk, did everything to keep her from being Christian. She was living in Hell, But when she got married to a wonderfully talented man, and they had there wedding, her parents came for the first time her family came into a church. And she says even today she was thankful that Jesus never left she got to feel him more through every hit. Exa, because she knows how Jesus felt in a way, and it made her closer to Jesus! Some of her family are Christians, but in not sure how many, but one Act can change your whole life for the beat or worst, but no matter what happens Jesus loves you and is with  you! Don't let it be to late for you! John 3 v16 "So God so loved the world that he gave his only son, and who ever belives in him will never die but have everlasting life"