Who are you

                         ( i know it's Carrie Underwood, but it thought the lyrics went it what i'm writing about)

Who are you?   I  was going through some old papers, and i came across a paper From a class at Lifeway. And it  asks Who are you like in the Bible. As Woman…. So I Thought I could make my own and You choose who you’re like. And if you’re not any of these Maybe we should start. 

Who are you like.

Easter ( The book of Easter) Orphaned and raised by her Uncle, Easter was soon loved by a King. In her story, there is espionage, deception, and evil villain, and a lovely Woman who comes to realize that she must use her position and opportunity for the greater good. (DECISIVENESS)

Hagar (Genesis 16 &21) God had long  promised  to Abraham that he would bless him with numerous offspring. As the stars in the Heavens and the sand upon the sea shore . As he and Sarah grew older, it became obvious that this seed was not going to come through Sarah. At least, that was Sarah’s assessment of the situation. After thinking through the dilemma, she developed an alternate solution that involved a vulnerable slave Woman (FAITH)

Hannah (1 Samuel 1) Was a woman of powerful prayer and faithfulness in keeping her promises to God. She teaches us the proper way to approach and view our troubles and our adversaries. (DEVOTION)

Daughter of Pharaoh  ( Exodus 2:1~10)  The daughter of pharaoh was a minister of God! She did not know she was a minister of God. Being recovered by godly judges. And then  rejecting  God again. Among the many judges who ruled over the Israelites  at that  took in a Hebrew baby and rose him to be a man of God.(DECISIVENESS)

There are so many more woman in the bible. If you aren’t like any of these four look in the bible and see of you are like any. If you aren’t pray about it. You can become one!

Save a life today!!!!

Last night I was watching a movie called  “To save a life” and there was a guy named Luke, and he had a black friends named  Robert, and Robert felt like no one  cared about him and how. No one cared about how he felt or what he did for a living. All he did was suffer. And no one was hearing him. And it showed him as a Freshman then in his Senior Year he brought a  to his school. And he shot it at the roof. Luke saw him and went to him and said that he didn’t have to do that. But Robert said it was to Late and that no one cared about him and he shot himself…Luke had a girl friend and he or she was not a Christian. And one day they went to a party  and got drink…So his girl friend Amy stole his truck and he was left on the street.. Well two days before was Robert’s Funeral and a youth pastor named Chris was there. And gave his card to Luke..so he called him for a ride. And on the way to Luke’s house. They stopped by Robert’s house and He felt like it was his fault. That Robert was dead. Because he didn’t help him and see that he was having a hard time with his life, and felt so helpless. But then Chris said that Robert came to his church and he didn’t so anything. When he walked in. so The next day was Sunday and Luke went to Chris’ church for the first time. And he started to Trust in Jesus Christ.  And he kelp going and one day he got save. Well a guy was thinking of killing himself at Luke’s School he was a past friend of Robert’s..and Luke found out that this guy was feeling lost and wanted to stop his life. And Luke asked this guy Johnny if he wanted to eat lunch with him. And He said no…But within a few days Johnny eat lunch with Luke and Amy. And the church that Luke went to started a lunch group at their school. And All of them ate and helped one another.

      I’m not gonna say the whole thing because you need to watch it yourself. But it was such an eye opener. That there are teen even now wanting to end their life….Well if you are reading this, and your one of them, Know that God cares. And he loves you sosososo Much, and he doesn’t care How you look. Or what you do. But he cares about your thoughts, Feeling, wants, And you ARE NEVER ALONE, I pray for you that you  know that even though I don’t know you I care. And Jesus Christ cares, even if you don’t Believe that there is a God..He is there..and HE LOVES YOU, and CARES about your wants and NEEDS. And I pray for EVERYONE on this world even though I don’t know you. I still pray for you. When people need help Don’t push them aside like yesterday’s Leftovers . Even if you don’t like how they look or seem to be…Well there is no other way to say it. You won’t know what they are like if you never meet them, and try to help them.

   I have yelled at God. In fact I did on Thursday. And no I’m not proud of it, I have felt so alone, and like I am not wanted. But I know that even though Satan stabs my heart with many things, and bad memories I have had…I know the  LORD MY,,,AND YOUR GOD LOVES ME AND YOU!!!!!  Please Don’t let someone slip through your fingers like the sand on the beach, when you pick it up it just goes straight through your fingers. Please Don’t let a person slip just like the sand in your hand. Because you never know if what they say will be there last word, or day.

Jeremiah 29;11 Says

“For I know the Plains I HAVE FOR YOU says THE LORD plains for GOOD not evil., plains for HOPE and a FUTER.” God Loves you so much, There are people who will help you and who will Hear what you have to say. And who will talk to you. Please don’t give up on life.. Even if it feels like the only way because trust me, IT’S NOT. Jesus loves you . and we as Christian, or Jews, Or Muslims, and even people who don’t know Christ or Don’t believe in him. Whoever you are. You can still save a life, you can still Be a Life Saver. And save there life. Because right now every day of every 3 min someone is ending their life because of something or someone one. Don’t be a Turtle and stick your head in and stay in that shell. Stick your head out and Save a life.

Jesus Loves you And I hope this blog helped anyone who needs help right now. I pray for you every day! If you have something to say or have a prayer request Just Comment Below!! !!Because ia m here and willing to help you!!!! And with Jesus on my side. We can get you through Whatever is hammering you down

  JESUS LOVES YOU don't give up!!!

my new chapter starts

So April 9th i had me sweet 16, and it is a new fresh chapter. God has a book about each of us. and because he knows. what will happen he writes it down,,,then we follow it. So as i started my new chapter. i have a clean piece of paper, and  God is writing his plain down for me...But it's not only me...He does it for you.even if you don't trust in God...When people ask me how do i know God is real...Well this is what i say...Let's say you found a watch on a tree stump..and you came across it..What do you think...Oh someone left it..Because you know that someone made the watch at a factory or by hand right..So you are saying the watch didn't just have parts that floated and came together..No you know someone had to make it. and have the idea and create..Soooo after reading that...You have to think there must of been a person who made the earth...EXA right...because if you are saying no..your saying the same thing about the watch if the watch didn't just appear on that tree stump..the earth didn't just appear..YOU know someone must have made it!!!! So as i start me new Chapter and you.. Know that God has a plain for you,,and that he will lead you!!

A moment i will never forget!!!!

This is a chat my cuz and i had a few min ago (josie is my cuz) (me is well me)


me.nothing much
after you look at my instagrm i want to talk to you
and it's NOT bad this time

 Josie:  I just did, and I saw you picture... What happened???

me:  so you know yesterday was Grandma rose's birthday

Josie:  yeah

 me:  well i made a book on the email i got from her and i was looking at it befoiure bed. and i started crying really bad. and i took out the funeral pics, and i cried even harder. so i prayed and asked god to help me not to b so selfish about Rose being in heaven...and i asked him to forgive mei also asked  jesus to put his hand on my heart. nd i looked over to my window and saw a bright star...and i felt like something was on my heart, then i relized it was jeaus. and i calmed down. then when i loked back over the str was gone. and i flt like Jesus kept his hand on my heart. and i feel asleep i have a whole new perspict on Jesus and i KNOW it was him lastnight i have never had someting like that happen BUT I KNOW IT WAS JESUS CHRIST
i felt him on my heart

 Josie:  OhMyGosh!!  Hannah! That is amazing!! I'll tell you something! I am positive that was Jesus!!! That's amazing!!!

 me:  i know and today i feel like there is NOTHING on my heart except peace and joy i think Jesus took everything from my heart and left the PEACE AND JOY!!!!!

Josie:  Yes Yes!!!!!!  I'm so happy for you!! So happy that that happened to you!!! It was a beautiful moment!!!

me:  i know i have never felt so at peace
 Josie:  
 me:  i feel so changed

Josie:  Just remember that even though you feel like this today, tomorrow you could feel kinda down... You just gotta keep clinging to Jesus!!

me:  i know

   me:  i will always remember last night

Josie:  I imgaine you will!!! Those moments are unforgettable!

Your the leader and i'll follow you!

You know when people have hard times, whether it's losing someone...Finding out that you got cheated on...Having a childhood taken away...feeling o far from God and you feel like there is no hope....Do you know that there is a physical man that can take all of that away...It's true and you may feel so lost. but when you look in the Bible you can look up  

Romans 8:28

English Standard Version (ESV)

²⁸ And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good,^[a] for those who are called according to his purpose.

and it's true, When you seek God he has a plain for you. God is the leader of all of us and all or hearts. He LOVES you and me. in fact he loved us so much. That he gave a son....Do you know who i mean....Hint.. He came in human form..He was born to a virgin Named Mary...and he was hung on a cross and rose in 3 days... His name is JESUS!!!! he loved us so much that he died for us. He is the leader,,and we are his sheep... He leads us with a yolk, we are the oxen that follow.... So when you fell upset or anything think about Jesus loving you!!!!

JESUS LOVES YOU AND I DO TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For Sale

Hey ya'll,
  i am tring to sell homemade earrings and necklaces if you would like a pair text me at (432) 218-3756 i am selling them for $5 to $8 here is what i have so far!

Love
Hannah

What are we truly doing with Faith?

In the book of James there are things that can relate to us like what James 1:2 -8 says

        “My brothers and sisters, when you have many kinds of troubles, you should be full of joy, ³ because you know that these troubles test your faith, and this will give you patience. ⁴ Let your patience show itself perfectly in what you do. Then you will be perfect and complete and will have everything you need. ⁵ But if any of you needs wisdom, you should ask God for it. He is generous to everyone and will give you wisdom without criticizing you. ⁶ But when you ask God, you must believe and not doubt. Anyone who doubts is like a wave in the sea, blown up and down by the wind. ^7-8 Such doubters are thinking two different things at the same time, and they cannot decide about anything they do. They should not think they will receive anything from the Lord.” 

          What that is talking about is when your going through things, like I did when  My neighbor said she was made at me . Or when people are trying to find there self , and who they really are. When we have doubts about a test or if what you are wearing is ok.  Or most ignorantly if you have a doubt that Jesus rose from the cross James 1:6 it talks about how that is  wave lifting higher and higher.  But Jesus like like the Wisdom when you ask for it He will help you bring that wave down to a calm sea that knows that when it has a wave coming it will have the Wisdom to know what to do and how to handle it.  The wind like satin he tries to rise up your problems and make then to hard to face that when you try  to face them it’s hard to. But if you use God’s wisdom you can calm your sea of your heart, 

   Or like James 1:12-15  says “When people are tempted and still continue strong, they should be happy. After they have proved their faith, God will reward them with life forever. God promised this to all those who love him. ¹³ When people are tempted, they should not say, “God is tempting me.” Evil cannot tempt God, and God himself does not tempt anyone. ¹⁴ But people are tempted when their own evil desire leads them away and traps them. ¹⁵ This desire leads to sin, and then the sin grows and brings death…

    And that is true God doesn’t bring the temptation of us as humans and as sinners  to sin agented God like this verse in Jams 1:16-18 says “My dear brothers and sisters, do not be fooled about this. ¹⁷ Every good action and every perfect gift is from God. These good gifts come down from the Creator of the sun, moon, and stars, who does not change like their shifting shadows. ¹⁸ God decided to give us life through the word of truth so we might be the most important of all the things he made.”

   So even when we have a wave or we are tempted James says that God doesn’t want us to suffer. And that he wants up to be happy, and his most impotent and beautiful gift is Jesus! He loved us so much and God wanted to give us that gift of  life so that even though we have waves or temptations, JESUS IS ARE GIFT OF LIFE!!!!! Satan  wants our Waves to be HUGE and go forever, but When we have the wisdom and love of God and we trust and accept his gift that is free, and we are free from death. We have no more shadows that we need to be scared of , and we can trust that God gave is more then we can ever pay  for. We don’t need to hide from our waves, or our shadow, Because we have God’s gift and his Wisdom!!! J

By

Hannah

Rose

A Passing that hurt my heart

A lot of things have been going on, For starters My Great Grandma Rose passed away on Dec 19/12, The last few weeks with her was hard. It all started Dec/5/12 She wasn't feeling well so she went to the ER. in the ICU. and that was a Monday. I can back Thursday Dec/18/12. And Grandma wasn't remembering anything! But i went to go see her with my Grandpa G.  When i walked in she was pale. And she slowly started to remember things. Then she said "Hannah Rose" and i told her she was right! She was really pale! Then i left so she could sleep. But when i tried she held my hand tighter! She didn't want me to leave, and that broke my heart because i didn't want her to leave! I promised her i would be back the next day. Friday we didn't think she was going to make in when i walked in she was in a lot of pain. She kept saying she wanted to die. And while, and  we were helping her. She asked for her already passed away husband Grand-dad Max, and my Grandpa G told her he was in heaven! And She said "He said he is waiting for me in Heaven" and she kept saying i want to go let me go! That broke my heart, But i trusted in God,So Saturday i came and this time i was spending the night with her. When i walked in she Gladly said "My Hannah Rose is gonna stay with me and sing for me!" My Aunt stayed as well. Great Grandma Rose said "God is giving me a second chance" She was happy so around 7:00 pm she asked me to sing "Jesus loves me" for her. and i did. then my Aunt and i read Bible Verses to her. And i held her and and i sang some more songs for her, and some with me. Then she said "I love my Hannah Rose" and that melted my heart in a good way. I told her i loved her to then she  was  hungry so the nurse gave her a cherry pop. And i gave her a bit of Juice. Around 12:30 or 1:00 Am we left so she could sleep. i spent the night at my Aunt, and all morningin till 4:00am posting and tweeting about that day. I feel asleep. i went to there church, before my family and i left after, we stopped by and said Goodbye to her. And i gave her a hug, and she said "I'm gonna live" Four days later she was in rehab, and she was doing so well, but on Wed/Dec/19/12 She passed away. That night was my Christmas party and i was sad, bobby came over and some friends, and he told his Wife and i broke down The next day i went back but this time in sadness. I miss her and Love her, but she is with God and she is safe. But this year is hard, she was suppose  to come home for Christmas, and in a way she is forever. I had two Funerals and i just got back from TueSon, and i still can't believe it. please pray for my family and i
                                                     Love
                                              Hannah "Rose"

Christmas

Chloe

Sasha

Buscauit

Same

My phone that broke yesterday :(

My mom manger

Our tree

Idiean was last year the H is this year

 

 

 

 

Ordament

Some things from today have a good rest of dec and a great new year!
    Love
Hannah

My little bro and I

Taking funny pics on our way to Nashville a few days ago these are the moments that matter

Prayer

PleAse pray for my great grandmother Rose Yeley she is in the ER and is not doing so great I went to go see her and her memory wasn't clear she is forgetting things and I am so heart Broken! She is having trouble breathing her heart isn't beating right and her memory is fading. Please pray for her and for my family she has been moved to a rehab place and yesterday she was doing worse so now she is back in the ER and I went to go see her (here in Nashville) I will not get to have thanksgiving with her. Witch breaks my heart. But please pray we need it right now mainly my grandma. She asked where she was a lot she thaught she was sitting on a table witch was the bed and it took her a few min to realize who I was. it might be funny to you but it's really not its heart breaking to see her in this helpless place. Please ....please pray for her!

There will be a day! pt 2

I wanted to do two parts on this one with the song the other with my blog. Because I think that it is inporent. This world is so much different then it was in 1998. or 1880's but the only thing that is not is that we have a Lord and Savor...But some people Don't believe that anymore. But there are more people who do. But some people who say that Christan's,Jews, Islamic, exa aren't the same people. That is true. but One thing is. They trust in Alla, Jesus Christ..Now i know that they do it in different ways. But that doesn't matter. What matters is that they Trust in Him. God loves you no matter what you do, Say, or feel. He knows your every word you are about to speak. Every Move you are about Make. What you are Going to do the next day. He knows what you are going to do a year from now.  God knows when you are going to have a baby. and what you will me it. Or if you are or won't want it.  But that baby is a human. And God knows what that Baby will do when it is older. But we don't all we know is that there is a world. People. and Animals. Some people say that Christians Are putting a waste of Faith in nothing. But how can you look at the trees, or the water. and say No one made it!! I don't understand it!! you can't look outside. and see the Seasons SLOWLY change. Not like they pop UP and APPEAR. that doesn't happen. I am NOT scared to stand up for Christ. But i am scared about what that person might do, or say. But you know What!?! No matter what happens...God is with you and so is Jesus. They love you no matter what happens. If you ask them something, and it doesn't happen right away don't give up. Like Hannah in the bible. She wanted a baby so so so bad. She went to the temple everyday, and asked God for a son. And she told him that he gave her a son then she would have him serve in the temple for him. Hannah had to wait and wait. I bet her hope was getting low. but she kept Praying. One day she had a son! And her served in the temple. Just Like Hannah said. or Sara God came to Abrum and told him that he and his wife was going to bore a son. And Sara laughed. because she was to old for children. But time went on and at the age of 90 years old Sara had a son. So what do you think about that? You can't say that God doesn't let things happen. Now some times his answer will be no. and he has a reason. Here is another thing. Jesus had disciples. After Jesus went up to heaven. One by one they got killed for there faith. You don't die for a lie. You don't die if you know that it is NOT true. But they died because they SAW Jesus. and they believe that he was real. So when you want to give up or you feel like you are trusting in nothing. Ask yourself "Am i in the end going to die for a lie. or am i trusting in the truth!"                                             AND DON'T GIVE UP!

There will be a day! pt !

Peace

                                               Before you read this play the song!!!
We have things that bother us or that..keeps us from being able to do things. that we want to say or do. what could those things be? Work, past problems, stress, or not even

We all want to have peace in life. but do we get it? A lot of you may say no. So do u want peace or not? People ask me how do i get peace. Well you get it by Jesus Christ. If you read the bible, worship and pray. You can get closer to him. You may say NO! i don't want to do that, or that doesn't work. But some of you may say that doesn't work. i have seen people changed by praying and asking God to help them. God helps even if your a tax collector, a lane person, or even a complete SINNER ya'll we are ALL SINNERS. so if you are perfect shoot an email Ok. But reality  is we aren't. God loves us and loves that we make mistakes,BECAUSE!!!. we can get closer to him that way. So if you want peace. Pray, worship, and love God!

Feelings

For a long while i have been hurting. And i might of lost a friend yesterday...and i did last week..,, i don't understand how i lost those friends. But i did... and i guess it was God choice. you know everything that happens to us is for a reason?! i know it's confusing and hard to understand...same here in till i prayed .. i have a book Called 'Not a Fan: my youth pastor wanted me to get it. and i did.. it opened me eyes so much more..i have read about are we Fans of Jesus or Followers you know like a fan knows things and bout lets say Jason Alden and you think you know everthing about him,,maybe you do.but that only amkes you a fan. not a followr same 

Working hard

Everyone works hard, but jobs either it's Babysitting like me. or another job. we work hard. and we wish that it will end if we don't enjoy it. But think about it........ God works harder then all of us combined.. you may say that's not true. but yet it is lets look at it....God never sleeps, never eats, and never stops loving us. He made the world out of nothing. he loves to work for us and he works for free the only thing is your heart your faith. and your love.

Create

This is a reglure peanut ontaner. i took the papper off washed it out and painted it. you can put ribbon or anything you want i use it as my earring contaner but i don't have a lot of earrings so it's not even half full. But hopfully one day it will be ! :) If you have any ideas email me at "HannahAmelung@gmail.com" i'll put it up here ok my posts

Respie you'll enjoy

                                              I made this i hope you enjoy the recipe

                (Hannah’s apple pizza delight)

1 roll of referageted sugar cookie dough

1-8 ounce package of cream cheese. Softened

½ Cup peanut butter

½ Cup brown sugar

2 Tsp Milk

2-3 Apples

Lemon Juice

Carmel Sauce

1)   Press the sugar cookie dough into a greased 12in pizza pan.

Bake it at 350 degrees for 15-20 min. Let it cool

2)    In a bowl, mix together. The cream cheese, Peanut Butter, Brown Sugar, and milk. Until smooth. Use a spatula to spread the mixture on top of the cookie crust.

     3) Cut Apples into thin slices. Toss slices in lemon juice. (So they  don’t brown) Arrange apples on the top of the cream cheese mixture.

4) Finsh by drizzling Carmel sauce over the apples. To serve it. Like pizza 

Image

We all struggle with things. Like work, weight, or even how we think we look,  I have been feeling very down laightly, because i am doing a low carb diet and i feel like i lost nothing. But God loves me. and people keep telling me that a good friend that i met at a quilting class. I called her and she gave me a verse "Acts 18:10" and it says "Because i am you, and no one will assult you to harm you, because i have many people in this city" And i still don't understand it. but as i keep reading it i understand it. Because with my diet i don't feel beautful or pretty, and people tell me i am. But what is most inporent is that God & Jesus doesn't think, but knows that we are, because we are made in his image and in his likeness. i have cried myself to sleep three days in a row, but that's ok we all cry over things. last night m guest speaker talked about how sometimes we feel out of place And i do right now, but that's when God is close to us more. So when you feel out of place or you don't feel loved exa... remember that God &Jesus loves you more then you think! JESUS LOVES YOU!!

The whole picture!

A lot of times we don't what to look at the whole picture of Jesus and what he did for us. We just say He loves me now were done with the story, but were really not. Sure we can believe that God made the earth and that was that...But that's not all of it!! Just because he spoke the earth into motion. we really don't think about the whole picture you may say WHAT WHOLE PICTURE well..... you and this earth and plants. Look who is on this earth....you..me, and everyone else. He loved us to create us. we as people look a very small picture but God sees The whole picture he loves us and he says in the bible to be a child at heart. not that doesn't mean act like one lol but to have a child's heart because children have there lives simple no worries or anything did you know that life is very simple but we make it harder then it really is.

Tears

I just posted this in Twitter @Alwaysrose15 and i said "There are tears good and bad mine are always bad.but not today" you wanna know why? Because my Best and most Favorite Cuz/Sister. told me she loved me to the moon and back. because i made her day. I love the words "i love you" But people don't get to hear that often. The Sunday school teacher i talked about Her name is Amy ( won't say her last name unless she says i can) Shows so much love to her daughter. So much and i can tell that her baby is blessed more then they can think. So when my cuz told me that. i felt inpoent and i havn't felt like that in a long time. God loves you everyday of every hour,.. i went to Franchesca Battistilli's concert Sunday and i asked her why she sang Angel By Your Side and she said she made it for anyone who is going through a hard time... So just think about that. i pray for everyone on this earth that they will get to know Jesus. and feel safe. i am slowing seeing a change in me. and hw God id helping me...and to be honest i don't know if Amy, or anyone sees but i know God did and does!!! if you need to talk or have a question my email is "HannahAmelung@gmail.com" or you can twitter be my name is above :)

Eyes

i have always wondered what i would look like with blue eyes today i found out. i  have brown eyes. people have different eye color but the color of our eyes don't really matter. it's what we see with them. We think about what we see. RIGHT?! Ya some guys may like the color of a woman's eye color and same with woman b=about men,,,,But God cares about more then that. he cares about what we think or talk about or what we say about what we SEE..we see with our eyes so we need to be careful about what we look at....With Jesus' eyes he saw the bad and good in people. he didn't care about what color their eyes are. He loves is if he have all different colors in our eyes....So if you have blue, green, or Hazel don't wish for a different color of your eyes. Love them,,,we are created in GOD'S IMAGE not our own. We will be different we are and we always will..so embrace that. love that. But like i said be careful about what you see or even watch..that is what leads you to think and do.. other then our hearts our eyes are just as inporent. because we see.think. then do...!

People I love

I made a scrap book last year Before I moved and here are some people that are very inporent to me but most of all God is number one and he loves us do much more then We can think even though it's hard for us God loves us we ate safe in his arms and out hearts are safe and out secrets!!!!!!! We can trust in him no matter what NOW I am going to be honest with you right now I don't follow my own advice and I should so prayer request please pray that I get better and that I start following what I say because I should!!!!!
JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!!

Sundys

I love Sundays because that is the most time that I can spend with God and I can be with my Chrstian friends and where I can feel love with others they are there for me and most of all God is and he loves me no matter what I d or how I act and with me goIng through a hard time with everything that I am going through trials.....but I'm not the only one who is having a hard time and I want to tell you that you don't just need. Church to get closer to get to God he loves you more then. You can think !!)
He loves you so much more the. You think God says we will go through trials as Christians that's life that's how we get stronger!!!! I know it doesn't make much sense but think about it we are sinners and God is Perfect and he doesn't need to forgive us.....but he does!!! And he loves us it says so in the. Bible I pray for everyone who doesn't know God that they will and they will have the confendance  we all have

Sad and Alone.

The past few weeks i have been feeling sad, and alone. i see all the love around me. Like my Sunday school teacher and her just adopted baby...and it makes me sad, because her love torawds her, and she isn't even her biological baby. her love is no different.....and i love seeing that baby's face when her mama says she loves her. When my parents lost two girls my dad didn't want anymore kids, and i don't balm him.....But i am so so thankful that they adopted me. But i feel so out of place and so different. In the bible God says that he loves us no matter how we look or anything...but my family is split apart my oldest two brothers don't talk to me anymore. they are moving farther away from me. i feel like it was my fault. that if i never talked to them and asked them about a verse they would still be Christians....God is so amazing and loving i don't know why he won't stop this. because he HAS the power to....so i read in the bible that God puts us through trials to make us stronger. then i thought. "He is giving me to much i can't handle this i can't TAKE IT!!!" but then God says he NEVER gives us more then we can handle. We will feel left alone and alone like i do right now. But God says it's just a emotion that will pass...But when will it pass when will it go away!!!We only see a near dot of our picture of our path,,,,but God sees the WHOLE thing!!!!! and it's so hard for me to understand that. God says to be a child at heart.....not to act like one but a child's heart is simple..not hard. We make it harder then it really is. there are tears ready to come out of my eyes as i write this, but God doesn't care about that. He cars about my loving him, and keeping him in my heart. 
                                                  Last Weds Aug/22/12 
And my youth pastor was talking about Jesus going to eat with Simon, and there was a woman who was a sinner. and she went to God. she started to cry.and they fell on Jesus' feet, and she washed them with her feet. and dried them with her feet. and kissed them,,as she was doing this. Simon thought in his mind. "Why is God letting her do this. doesn't she know all the sins she has done, and that she is a sinner" And Jesus told him that he knew. then he said to the woman."your sins are forgiven, because of your faith. it has saved you today. get up and go in peace!" And i was like wow my faith your faith, can save us. because we go through Jesus. So as i am crying and feeling sad i can know God loves me. I have never been/ or felt true Joy. and i want to i HATE feeling sad and crying all the time. i try to bottle things up. Yes sometimes i talk to my Sunday school teacher...but i feel weak when i ask for help and when i cry....But God say "He who is weak is strong in the Lord!" if that's true when we feel sad or anything we are stronger with God..So as I'm crying i am getting stronger in God!!!!
                                                            Prayer Request  
Please pray for me as i feel so upset. i am going through a battle that has been going on for a VERY LONG TIME!!!! and i want to give up. So please pray i will get stronger and will be able to fight this! battle and that in the end it will feel like its worth it!!!
                                                Love 
                                              Hannah

Lead me to the cross

my siblings had a VBS and someone asked me to sing on the last day because they herd i loved to sing so i sang lead me to the cross because i was saved on this song and it has a true meaning of all we need to do is ask god to lead the way for our paths and trust in him. So enjoy

all kinds of things

i was looking at a mag and saw these two animals does anyone know what they are? Also we had another storm this one was bad though it took two branches off two of our trees and one of them landed in the street. also my mom made fried Tomatoes!

The Little Things

When i grow up i want to be a singer. and sing for God and i would use my fam for great things. like to help people who need help. or who are suffering and who need someone. If that dream doesn't come true then i am saving up for a truck.and one of the reasons for it is Not to just drive it..but when i get my Cheverlet 4 by 4 pickup truck...i am going to fill it up with things people need and if i see someone who need something i will drop it off to them. People tell me i need to go on American Ideal. and i might, but if i become a singer and my dream comes true...i WILL use all of it to help people and show God's grace and Sing my heart out, But all my dreams are in God;s hands and if i don't become a singer..then i can always start with little things like i am now. At camp i met a guys and while i was talking ti him i saw trash in our pavilliean so i started to pick it up, and then he started to help with in 30 min. we took out all the chairs and we cleaned it all up it took two big trash cans, but after we picked up all the trash and swept we started putting the chairs back, and half way through people started coming and helping. and i said to the guy i'll call him C. i said " wow with a little thing because a big thing" as i started to pick up trash and then C helped. then more people came to help. So if something as small as that makes a big inpacked then think of what we can do helping people and things. and C. said to me "it's all because of you" and i tld him NO it's because God was telling me he wanted me to do thins. and looked what happened!!!! So even if my drean to be a singer doesn't come true that's ok because i can do other thing for God. and for the people who need help. and that made me feel good.

Storm Clouds

Camp Cheerakee

So i came back from 1st students camp and it was amezing i found out what i wanted to do with my life and i talked to god and i have not done that for so long. i am happy i went, and my life is clear, and i am going to make more time for God and my new faverot song is "passion White Flag" i am glad i went made new relationships but most of all i talked to god and made time for him, and he told me what he wanted me to do, and i can't tel you how much i look forword to my life now. i am starting to relize that i need to do what go wants not what Hannah wants and i am going to work on spending time with god and being his child. my heart feels so diffrent now i can't tell you how much my heart has changed i have more desieare for him. and it's al thanks to my youth pastor and my church First baptised Cleveland thanks so much and i am so greatful for everyone there and i have a new respect for my youth pastor and every one there! all thanks to god and to them!!!!!!! i am proud to call myself a Christian!!!!! and i'm not scared anymore!!! i am going to live my life for god and yes i will have a tough time sometimes but "help is on the way" my heart is changed so much!!!! thanks to GOD and this camp and my friends and youth pastor !!!!!

Canning

Today i canned beets for a long time, it was fun, but also tiring , but just think God is never tired. sucks us like the top of a can is sucked in side and closed tight. that can be your rlation ship so tight you cn't break it.

Job update!

Ok so remember when i said i might get a creek at Horns creek Resort....Well i didn't get that job :(.......But. i do have a babysitting job. starting tomorrow. i will be babysitting once a week. So i Do have a job. yay wish me luck. i will be watching Them from 5:00pm to 11:30pm or 12:00am. exciting Wish me luck and thanks for all the prayers about me getting a job. i really epreheat it!!!

Love
Hannah

Thunder Storms

This morning at three o'clock a thunder storm was rolling in, and i though it was a dream in till. i saw the lightning. And i was like wow God in a thunder storm you can really show your strength through the thunder. and how he is so powerful. and he is so  amazing he can show his strength through so many things

Childhood home

I am going back to a childhood home this month, and selling it. It will be hard but i know i can do it with prayer, and streghth from God. Yes i m hurt that it will be gone from me physically, but mentally it is in my heart.. it was where i lived int ill i was 14. and now i am not there anymore. But i am glad someone who needed a home now has one. bottom line is i need prayer for my trip back this month. it will be hard. but i know i can do it. 

Pray For my best friend Nick

My best friend Nick...his grandma passed away four days ago, and they had the funeral Two days ago.
I talked to him yesterday, and found out. She was his grandma and she treated me as a grandchild, as well as a friend. nick and i did so many things with her. she was part of my heart. so i can feel the same pain he has. so please pray for him. He is my best friend. and he is part of my family. and they treat me like i'm in there family. so it;s hard for me as well. But most inporently he is upset. and that's hard for me as well....it's just really hard. i can't ecplain with words how inporent she was to me, and how it hurts me so much that my est friend and his family, are hurting o bad. so please pray for them.Sorry i don't have much o say i am still in shock and upset about my best friends and who i called Grandma Hyett.

Bear Foot

So today i was at church packing up quilts for Cambodia and Ethiopia and the blind man i have mentioned before . was sittling and leasoning to us. and at the time i was beat foot. and he was sitting by a lady, and after he left. the lady came up to me and said : "That S. heard me walking bear foot. and he knew someone was. and she said i can't hear her walking bear foot and she is right now." it was just so cool. i thought that was great. he really can see more then when he could really see it was really cool

Job befoure and after it went

So i just went to a place called Horn's Creek water rfting place, and i asked if 15 year olds could have a job, and they said i might i have to be 18 to cook, and 16 to do serving, but they have a lifegard guy and tomorrow after i fill out a application for employment sheet i have to go in tomorrow and talk to him, and see if i can help load on boats and clean then or whatever. i hope i get this because i need money, Wish me luck. i'll let you know how it went. May 4th 2012

                                                                    After it went 

                                                                     job update.

I went in and turned my papers in. and i guys said he will talk to the manger and see what i can do. if i don't get the job. then they will put me in a file and i can see next year. so please pray that i get a job. i need money. i'll let u know what goes down. today May 19th 2012

Mothers Day

Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there. 
i bought my mom. a bag of M&M, and dove ch, and  card. she was surprised. 
Have an awesome day!!!!!!!

Dresses

So today i made some dresses for Haiti, out of Fabric they were so cute. and we (my church and i) made about 18 dresses, and 100 headbands. awesome!!!! it felt great to do something for other people. i am happy to know that they will get to have awesome Dresses  <3 now they can know people love and care about them. it makes me happy :)

A rock from Isreal

The blind man i mentioned yesterday. When i talked with him that day he also gave me a rock. He called it a prayer rock, because it came from Israel where Jesus himself walked. he told me that when i have it in my pocket i can think of how he is praying for me, and how. Jesus is by my side like he's by yours. Ever since Tuesday i have had this little prayer rock in my pocket. and he has one in his because the prayer that he says for my family and i, he is going to hold it in in till  that prayer is answered. He told me a story about how he became blind and how someone gave him a prayer rock in till he felt OK about being blind. And he told me it took for weeks to realize it was ok to be blind. because God had a plain. and his plain was for this seeing man (whom I'm not going to say his name) to become blind. And he used it for good just like i said yesterday. yesterday i almost lost that rock. it fell out of my pocket. but i found it. But as i was looking for it i felt a calm "Hannah here it is" and i saw it. i felt like that was God. and i also herd the words 'DO YOU TRUST ME!!" That blind man was right i was going to hear those words. And i did. I know it's just a rock. but it's special one to me. Because a friend gave it to me, and it was from a place where Jesus walked.