Yesterday was a Weird Day

Yesterday I had a weird day! What do I mean you may ask? Well I will tell you.

First off  I talked my Cuz, and Aunt whom I Haven’t talked to since I moved witch was almost three years ago. And when I talked to my cuz I realized how much I miss my Childhood  home, and the place I grew up ever since I was 16 months. Ky was the only place I knew the only place I made friends, had family live across my house, have neighborhood get together or having a driveway Dessert party every now and then just celebrating one another. I miss the School I ever knew Beachwood was a good school sure they didn’t help me as much as I needed but   I had fieldtrips, made best friends, my first  love, softball, watched my older brother play Football,  Sixth Grade Graduation, FCA  Meetings ever Wed Night. Walk to Kroger with friends on the days I didn’t have Softball. Get a ride from a High School Guy (I know) But his family were Great Friends with my family so it was ok. Or sitting in the Hot Gym for my two oldest brothers Graduation J I miss walking seven miles to school in Rain, Snow, Sunny, Humid, Cool days. I miss swimming at my neighbor’s pool lol. Everything there in Ky. I miss so much. It’s Amazing how  when your in that moment living at that place or in that moment you don’t know how much you will miss it until it’s gone.  My Cuz could tell by my voice that something was wrong, My goal in life is to go back to Ky and get married maybe. And to live there. I don’t care if I have to live in a apt. I will.. there is no place right now where I want to be but is back home. Where I grew up. But I have to realize that where I am right now I am here for something, and I have met some wonderful people like, Bobby&Sophia, Miss Amy, Miss Sarah, Miss Gina, Abbye, Kylie, Bryan, Mr. Allen, Mr. Stave, and so many others. If I never came here to live I would of never met them. You know. Yes I miss Ky so much everytime I think about that place and everyone one I left including my passable Futer Husband By God’s will, I know that I have so many wonderful people here right now. Yes I am going back to My childhood place, but right now I need to try to i=enjoy living here while i’m here you know. So yes Cuz there is something that is bothering me and making me feel a little down, and it’s this!  I am so thankful for all the mesmerizes I have and will build. But my heart is set on coming back to where I was raised and brought up until I was 15.  But if I never came here I never would of met my Best German Friend ever Meltida  earthier , and I wouldn’t have the job I have either. So I just want to say Thank you God for everything and if it’s your will Bless me when I go back, but also bless me right here right now